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SunShine

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About Me

the world goes on... but my heart stands still at the thought of you!!! i keep running to hide away but, the sun is out and i want to play!! the days are long and the load i carrie is hard to hold!!! i'm fighting to keep awake... to be the one i remember so well, i'm fighting the battle of life or death!! the will to keep living is to strong, but the temptation to die is a devilish thing to do!!! the herat is broken and then night is taking so long to leave the day i ran away was the day i quite trying!! i'm scared to tell you the truth that you know so well... sacred to let you in on my little moments!! i'm sacred that you've been here the whole time and i never even knew it!! i'm out of my mind and i'm running out of time!! i keep running and someday soon i'll be the one screaming at the end of and endless hall waiting for my time to run again!! i'm the one you never here from i'm the one locked deep down in side and i want to be heard and i want to be out!!/

My Interests

Band,Guard, WinterGuard, and well i like other things too but, well ask an i'll explain!!!

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet someone new everyday!! that would be nice!!! because, i'm a and well yeah

Music:

ALL!!!! a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank"

Movies:

Almost anything as long as it's good enough to watch!!!! ..This profile was edited with Thomas' myspace editor V2 a href="http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?

Television:

I don't watch T.V. I hate it!!! But, i do play XBox alot!!! *Halo2* Rocks my Socks

Heroes:

My MOM!!!! she's been there for me when i thought all hope was lost!!! My Brother he was there when i always needed him!!! my sister Tish, she isn't my sister but, it seems like she is we grew up together and have shared alot together!!! and all my friends here.... there great to me I love you GUYS!!! and one last one MY DAD..... he died this past oct. and i miss him so much!!! he thought me how to live and laugh and be me... he always told me to be myself and never be something i'm not!!! I love him so much!!! i Wish he hadn't died, theres so much he has yet to teach me and i miss him..... the goodnight kisses and hugz... the stories at bedtime!! all the stories he'd tell on our fishin trips.... yes i only went fishin with him!!! i wish i could have told him i loved him before he died!!! i hope you never have to watch a loved one die... i watched him die and i would never wish it upon anyone to have to watch!!!!
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MY BABY

In my daughter's eyes I am a heroI am strong and wise and I know no fearBut the truth is plain to seeShe was sent to rescue meI see who I want to beIn my daughter's eyesIn my daughter's eyesEveryone i...
Posted by SunShine on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 05:12:00 PST

umm...

tomorrow i leave for alabama... i'll be home when i get home!! rick i love you and i hope you wont miss me to much!!
Posted by SunShine on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 01:08:00 PST

sad...

Tonight there are no starsThe clouds hide them so wellSo dear gods or demonsWherever it is you areI need you to listen to this wishWhether in heaven or hellAnd since there are no stars tonightIll wish...
Posted by SunShine on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 04:06:00 PST

FUCK.!

FUCK THIS I HAVE GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!
Posted by SunShine on Mon, 14 May 2007 03:07:00 PST

FAKE

Fake a pretty smileCover my eyesSo that they wont noticeThat Im all liesNo one would suspectThat beneath my bright maskThere lies a painful secretCold, hard, darkIm covered in paintTo hide my black sc...
Posted by SunShine on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 05:03:00 PST

life and love

cradlingthe hopesof our dreamsmaybe they'll come truemaybe someday they'll come trueour love's distancefrom the restwe touchmaybe you'll staymaybe you'll stay for one more dayI hold you tightlook into...
Posted by SunShine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

<TEAR>

i'm breaking my soul is shaking... my dreams are no more in the making!!! i live my life day to day... tear after tear... trying to rebuild the wall that was takin away.... i'm scared, i'm weak... do ...
Posted by SunShine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Question!!!!!

Why do people point to their wrist when they ask what time it is, but they don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?......If God sneezed, what would you say?.....If toast always...
Posted by SunShine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i'm so tired wont you sing me to sleep....

your walking on glass. pieces of memories past. falling so fragile onto the ground breaking and shattering, not making a sound. As you whisper to me "make believe it's ok".I can't look down..I feel l...
Posted by SunShine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

whats on my mind!!!

the world goes on... but my heart stands still at the thought of you!!! i keep running to hide away but, the sun is out and i want to play!! the days are long and the load i carrie is hard to hold!!! ...
Posted by SunShine on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST