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Kiss me now that I'm older

About Me

-plays guitar (and is an amp/gear geek)
-loves rain
-doesn't like his hair :D
-is a Weezer lover
-likes green
-needs music!
-is kinda quirky
-wears glasses sometimes due to extreme blindness :)
-hates liars
-is a good listener
-thinks headphones are the best invention ever made
-is addicted to chewing gum and coke
-doesn't like sushi
-dislikes kurt cobain
weird random things (no one knows) i do:
-I analyze conversations I've had recently and even years ago and think of stuff I should have said.
-I regulary imagine random situations in my head and wonder what i'd feel like, for some reason i've imagined my dad and best friend dying quite a few times, and i have no idea why.
-once in a long while when I'm about to fall asleep, I just need a good cry.
-I get random cravings for coke... sometimes i wake up in the night and have a glass out of the fridge then go back to sleep, or i have a glass before i go to bed
-Sometimes I zone out so much that when I'm in class the bell will ring and class will be over.. and all I remember doing is thinking about how much I hated that class and how I wished it was over....
-i can daydream for hours
-I also suddenly get really depressed about everything - my life being pointless, my friends not actually liking me, how I'm going to die unfulfilled, and so on- and, without fail, always, either right before it or right after it, I'm really hyper and laugh at everything and do heaps weird shit. Then it either heppens all over, or I settle down and be 'normal' again.
-I despite the way I talk and act around people. I always make myself look like fool by saying things that hurt other people, when I am, in fact, a quite sensitive person.
-I take things way too seriously sometimes, and I take even the slightest jibes to heart.
-when i see someone just kinda walking i try to think what it looks like from their point of view, even if they are right next to me looking at the same thing as me.
-I sing loudly when i drive and there's no one else in the car
-I tap some part of my body feet/fingers everytime I listen to music
-I've always thought that looking into two mirrors opposite each other is one of the most mindblowing things ever. Just seeing the images get smaller and smaller and realizing that it literally goes on forever makes my head spin.
-Sometimes i imagine that people i miss are here with me and i have long drawn self-conversations. it kinda helps to "get it off my chest"
-sometimes I'll just stare at a mess and think about cleaning it up for a good hour and wonder where the time went.
-I turn on my iPod and listen to the saddest song I can find when I'm bored. Actually, I do that in many circumstances. I like sad songs more than any other kind, even though I'm a generally happy person.
-Sometimes I put my alarm clock on even when it's saturday, just to get that feeling of being able to fall asleep again and not having to wake up for school.
-when someone comes in my room to wake me up, I'll pretend to be asleep. Then I'll fake waking up.
-I bottle things up too much too. Most people don't know if i'm sad or mad at them or whatever ever. I dunno why, it just seems that if i let everything out it'd cause more problems than leaving the feelings alone. And i figure if they don't ask, they don't know and/or don't care to ask.

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

Robert Smith

Music:

Came as a gift from a good friend, a good friend that disapproves, but understands that you represent and actively encourage all of my worst habits, they all are proof that we're both capable of the most terrible thingsDon't test me

Movies:

A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning. She can make you feel high; full of the greatest commodity known to man- Promise. Promise of a better day. Promise of a greater hope. Promise of a new tomorrow.

This particular aura can be found at the gate of a beautiful girl. In her smile, in her soul; in the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it's gonna be okay.