~*~[CarMeLa™] The Sossy Ghurl-Fashionista~*~

hey guys... looks like i saw some truth! A lot of people claim they want to know the ultimate truth about reality, I am one of them.. I believe it can be a very painful process, full of surprises... you'll never know what's gonna happen next. The search for reality can dismantle the world as you know it, that's one of the reasons why most people prefer to just remain on the surface of things, reality? it's not a hundred percent attainable, I'm not sure!!! Actually for me Reality is neither good nor bad, it's just like a very plastic inkblot sort of thing that can be bent and twisted in many directions depending on my beliefs. I am not sure if nothingness matters or somethingness matters.. i'm trying to figure out everything. But as of now, i think i'm gonna have to stick with the pain and nothingness, because that's how i feel... that's more real to me! Don't get me wrong, I don't hate my life, My friends would always tell me to think of the many things that I have and see how fortunate I am, Everything may not be really perfect but I sure have a better life compared to the others. I dont know why I feel depressed at times, even if theres no reason for me to be depressed, Maybe, I am just confused. Maybe It's really inevitable for me or anyone else to be drawn back to human drama. Why can't everything be just perfect? errrrrrr... Some people act like nothing's happening, and that's causing all the problems!!! why don't we just all help each other out? STOP HATING! don't label people... yes, we're all unique individuals, but keep in mind that somehow we are still the same! because we are all interconnected! you might not know it, but people affect other people's lives! treat others the way you want to be treated! give a lil respect.. Everyone deserves to be happy.. width="160" height="200" ..
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Your Japanese Name Is...
Miki Washio What's your Japanese Name?
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test
You Are 48% Open Minded
You aren't exactly open minded, but you have been known to occasionally change your mind.
You're tolerant enough to get along with others who are very different...
But you may be quietly judgmental of things or people you think are wrong.
You take your own values pretty seriously, and it would take a lot to change them. How Open Minded Are You?
Your Life Path Number is 9
Your purpose in life is to make the world better
You are very socially conscious and a total idealist.
You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them.
You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream.
In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly.
You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship.
You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures.
You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world. What Is Your Life Path Number?
You Should Weigh 175
If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.
If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon! How Much Do You Weigh?
You Have Low Self Esteem 64% of the Time
You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not.
You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar. How is Your Self Esteem?
Popular Kid
In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs.
In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that! Who Were You In High School?
Your Brain is 87% Female, 13% Male
You have the brain of a girly girl
Which isn't a bad thing at all
You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.
You're a good friend and give great advice. What Gender Is Your Brain?
Your Pimp Name Is...
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