Voodoo

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I’m a 37 yr old writer artist musician … I would like to aspire to sound noble and talented however it depends on which day you catch me on…lol I live in northern VA and spend most of my time working and dreaming like the rest of us… day to day in our endless cycle of work and hopeful existence. I’m a humble person born to Scottish blooded mine working folks from southern Virginia, following my Fathers tours in Vietnam we traveled abroad in Europe...we lived in Germany for a few years ,then around 1974 we moved to Colorado Springs Colorado..mmmm Mountains I still dream about them.. Around 1980 we moved to Northern Virginia and I've lived here since, into my teens.. Like all teen years they where tortured and confusing, though I'd like to point out my parents did the best they could. but as a nerdy child and preteen I soon fell into the wrong crowd { who doesn’t?} life on the streets was rough I went from the classic rock of my nam era parents right into hard rock / the punk movement, hardcore, metal whatever soon falling into a bad circle {not music related} as the geeky misfit I was rejected beaten abused in everyway possible soon in a moment of clarity about the age of 15 I sought my revenge on the bullies of my circle and in the end they moved away and I've walked on the darker side of life ever since, I've always felt I traded a piece of my soul for for the innocence that was lost to them, soon my misspent teen years ended with jail time seems Virginia thought I was some sort of cult leader. Though no "real" crime was committed. Fear of a kid dressed in all black won the day, and to be honest that’s the crime. {All I can say is support the West Memphis 3,} I did a year in county and oddly enough as a "cult" leader they released me on Halloween 1989...I"ve since walked the straight and narrow. After a short stint at VCU {$$issues} where I remained a freak. Meeting and working with KMFDM and GWAR among others as I worked at a place called the "metro” I found my nitch in Richmond it was my sexual and youthful revolution. the scene started to die and so did my love of the” fan" I moved back to NOVA and continued an interest in music. I toured a little bit and soon became disenchanted with the style and scene of the metal world though my band mates where great we split up and I really haven’t found what I'm looking for since. though in recent years I've started to collect and spin vinyl {records} and I love it what I spin matches my tastes goth, industrial, dance {house, breaks, progressive} I still want to play live music but for now it's my passion, In 1994 I met a great woman and 2 years later we where Married ...in 2000 we had beautiful boy named BRAYDON..But alas in 2002 we split up and I have no regrets she was and still is a wonderful women. Well now I'm trying to change... lots of things my life, job, health, my outlook overall ,I have started to find myself at last I think I have found music again and started creating ,I paint and sculpt again I feel something growing inside me and I welcome it. I feel no need to whine... all my life’s mistakes where mine and I'm thankful, the ups and downs all good things the involvement in gangs as a teen, beating the crap out of Nazi skin heads living on the streets in ghettos and alleyways I'm lucky to be alive I wear my scars like metals to remind me where I've been and what I've overcome, no regrets no remorse only hope. I have to point out how grateful I am to my Friend and lover Lucy...so beautiful so real I have always thought that even the most unattractive parts of me are beautiful in her reflection... parts long dead. Move and slowly stir to life... I never realized how weak I was becoming and how much time I was losing …just walking in circles now I have direction and a reason to wake the fuck up and be all that I know I CAN be…I guess I was just stuck in a rut …they say if you beat a dog long enough it will forget how to bark…it was just that I was silent and suddenly there was this person that believed in me and caressed even my flaws and cupped them in hands and held them close as we danced in sacred circles…I will forever be grateful to her all the beats of my heart from the first to last I dedicate to her..
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