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Home - Comment - Add - Message - Pics - Blog - Manic Provision WHY IS IT WHEN EVERYONE ELSE HAS DONE THE WORST AND YO U'VE DONE THE BEST IT STILL SEEMS THAT YOU'VE COME UP SHORT? DOES LIFE ALWAYS HAVE A SENSE OF BEWILDERMENT IN YOUR WAY? SOMETIMES I THINK LIFE HAS A FUNNY WAY OF PUTTING ME THROUGH HELL JUST SO THAT I MAY SEE THE CHOICES THAT I SHOULDN'T MAKE IN MY LIFE. WHY WON'T FATE BELIEVE ME THAT I KNOW NOT TO DO THINGS THAT WILL IN THE END JEOPARDIZE MY DESTINY? MORE THAN ONCE I'VE ASKED MYSELF IF SUICIDE IS THE WAY TO GO BUT I'VE CHOSEN THAT LIFE WAS WORTH LIVING. I ENJOY LIFE BUT I REALLY AM GOING TO LEAVE THIS STATE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AND NEVER LOOK BACK AT IT. I LOVE MY FAMILY TO DEATH BUT THEY HAVE PUT ME THROUGH THE MORE HELL THAN I'D LIKE TO EVEN THINK ABOUT. [NO I'M NOT JUST SAYING THIS TO BE ANOTHER MYSPACE EMO JUNKIE[I'M NOT EMO BTW] ASK ME IF YOU WISH, I'LL TELL.] THEY ARE MY WORLD AND MY SHATTERING FUTURE ALL THE SAME. I NOW HAVE A PHOBIA OF DEATH AND ITS EXTREMELY HARD FOR ME TO OPEN UP TO PEOPLE. I'M NOT VERY TRUSTING AND YOU LOSE MY TRUST THEN YOU WILL NEVER GET IT BACK. I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND THEY HELP ME THROUGH THINGS. THIS IS ME. HOW I FELL. I ACTUALLY PUT MYSELF WIDE OPEN OUT THERE. ENJOY.

THIS IS MY LIFE.
I ENJOY IT MORE THAN ANYTHING && I CONSIDER IT A BLESSING TO BE HERE ON THIS PLANET.
I HOLD MANY THINGS && PEOPLE VERY DEAR TO MY HEART.
SOME OF THE THINGS ARE IN THIS SCROLL.
THESE ARE JUST THE GOOD FRIENDS && BESTIES OF MINE.
I HAVE MANY MORE FRIENDS.

I STILL WATCH CARTOONS. THEY ARE MORE ENTERTAINING THAN ANY PERSON I KNOW. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MINNIE MOUSE!
I LOVE ALL DISNEY CHARACTERS TOO.
&& THE MOVIES.

I LOVE TO WATCH OLD MOVIES && EAT JALAPENO HAMBURGERS. I AM RANDOM && YOU LOVE IT. YOU KNOW YOU DO. I ADORE ALL PETS. I'LL GO OUT OF MY WAY TO STEP ON THAT CRUNCHY-LOOKING LEAF. I WALK THROUGH THE WOODS LOOKING FOR TREES TO CLIMB. I MAKE CLOTHES && OTHER THINGS. I LOVE TO PLAY ENDLESS AMOUNTS OF DOMINOS TIL 4 AM. RIDING MY BIKE IS NOT EXERCISE, ITS A JOB & THE PAY IS EXRAORDINARY. THIS IS WHO I AM.

I LO VE MY BABY NOAH MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE. HE IS MY WONDERFUL DOGGIE. HE'S A BULL MASTIFFE/ PIT BULL/ BOXER MIX. HE IS THE SWEETEST DOG EVER. I LOVE TO PLAY WITH HIM IN THE OPEN FIELDS AROUND MY HOUSE.

THE ONLY SPORTS I WATCH ARE FOOTBALL OR SOCCER. OTHERWISE, I'M PLAYING IT!

THE ONLY TV SHOWS I WATCH MUST HAVE A MUREDER IN THEM. I WANT TO BE A CSI WHEN I'M DONE WITH COLLEGE. THE MURDER/MYSTERY INTRIGUES ME! XD VIOLENCE & GORE ROCK!

HELEN KELLER WAS ONE OF THE BRAVEST PEOPLE TO EVER WALK ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH. SHE PAVED THE ROAD FOR MANY & OTHERS CAN'T EVEN COMPETE. I ADMIRE HER FOR BEING SO OPTIMISTIC IN HER TIMES.

I ALWAYS ENJOY A GOOD PRANCE THROUGH THE FIELDS ON A SUNNY DAY. C: IT RELAXES ME EVEN IN THE WORST OF TIMES.

I LOVE NATURE MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. IT SOOTHES MY SOUL TO SEE IT. TO WALK THROUGH A CREEK OR CLIMB A TREE IS THE MOST REWARDING THING IN THIS WORLD.

THE BEST MOVIES I EVER WATCH ARE THE OLD B&W MOVIES. THEY HAVE THE BEST STORYLINES & CHARACTERS. PLUS THEY'RE OLD FASHIONED & I LOVE THEM! ONE OF MY FAVORITES IS LUST FOR LIFE. IT WAS JUST SO GREAT! YOU SHOULD WATCH IT. IT WILL MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND A LOT MORE. THERE'S ANOTHER REASON WHY I LIKE OLD MOVIES. THEY TEACH YOU ABOUT LIFE & HOW TO LIVE IT. SO MANY PEOPLE TODAY NEED SO MUCH HELP WITH THAT & THE WORLD'S GOING DOWN SO QUICKLY. PEOPLE NEED TO START CARING WHERE OUR PLANET IS HEADING.

I ABSO LUTELY ADORE MARILYN. SHE WAS ONE OF THE SEXIEST WOMEN ALIVE & I WANT TO BE LIKE HER IN MANY WAYS. SHE IS A MENTOR OF MINE & I WISH THERE WERE MORE PEOPLE LIKE HER. SHE HAD ALMOST EVERYTHING SHE WANTED AND SHE JUST ABOUT HAD THE WORLD. SHE WAS AND IS NO-DOUBT ONE OF THE SEXIEST WOMEN EVER.

THIS IS THE TRUE MEANING OF "HEAD-BANGING".

GO VISIT MY MOM'S GRAPHIC DESIGNING BUSINESS HERE
NOW!!!

CHRISTOPHER REED IS MY HERO. HE HAS DONE A LOT OF GOOD THINGS FOR OUR COUNTRY TO ADVANCE IN MANY MEDICAL AREAS. HE ALSO WAS THE STRONGEST MAN[MENTALLY] EVER. HE OVERCAME THE WORST OF ILLNESSES AND WAS SUCCESSFULLY MOVING TOWARD BEING ALMOST NORMALLY FUNCTIONING AGAIN BEFORE HE DIED. I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANY OTHER SUPERMAN MOVIES OTHER THAN THE ONES HE STARRED IN AND I NEVER WILL.

I'M LOOKING FOR MY SUPERMAN :] ♥ ♥ ♥
I'M LOOKING FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. :]♥
i need a boy who will sweep me off my feet when i look at him. a guy who'll talk mushy with me & not be afraid to do or say anything just bc i'm around. one who'll rub my shoulders just bc. one who'll be my everything. a guy who will take me out to places or just stay at home. one who doesn't care if i'm with him and the guys. i need a boy who will be my other half. one who will caress me when he can & talk me into things that i'd never do. a guy who is bad but not too much. one who will be a gentleman. i need a man who will sing to me & kiss me in the rain. one who'll watch the stars with me....i want this man. WELP I MAY HAVE FOUND HIM :D
I MADE MY OWN CODE.
I THINK ITS VERY SPIFFY.
DO NOT! STEAL IT!
JUST ASK.
I'LL MAKE YOU ONE TOO.
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Music:

ALL OF IT superman

Movies:

EVERYTHING PRETTY MUCH BUT SOME OF IT YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME WATCH => dinos

Television:

HMMM....CSI!!!!!!!!!!!! CROSSING JORDAN!!!!! NCIS!! ANYTHING THATS A MYSTERY INVOLVING A MURDER!

Books:

SO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM!!! [I LOVE TO READ] monkeys

Heroes:

MY DADDY, GOD IMAGE CODES: to place anywhere behind text TEXTHERE transparent.. x-ray.. grayscale.. horizontal flip..[change h to v for vertical]