HEY THERE!!!!
I JUST FLUSHED A SPIDER DOWN THE TOILET!!
yeah, i'm phil, and i know people don't like me
although they way i see it, they haven't given me the chance
ok, maybe i've made a few mistakes...
maybe i've overlooked things
and maybe i could have done things better
and from the people i've been hated by, i think i've learnt that one...
so people that used to be good mates with me but aren't anymore, thanks for helping me!!
and if it was you that started the hating... behind my back or in my face immediately, then nvm, there's no point in even knowing you, maybe the mistake i made was knowing you in the first place!
god... i hope that spider's ok...
i'm in full time work at the moment, who'd've thought it??
lol, i'm a data entry clerk for one of the biggest credit card suppliers in the country...
if not THE biggest one!!
i have some amazing mates, and i have had some amazing mates too
i love people, in general
but i gotta admit there are certain people i don't like...
some that hate me for seemless reasons
and some that i haven't met... just one of those vibes things, lol
spiders can't swim can they?
i'm sorted in pretty much any way possible...
there are a few things that could improve...
and some things that could be replaced...
but at least i've lived some part of my life...
that's the most recent part - the last couple of years
which i wouldn't give up for anything in the world
i'm slightly worried about that spider...
if ya like the sounds of me, add me and i'll make some form of effort
if ya don't then fuck off right out of my face...
...unless ya willing to try
nah, seriously, i'm a nice guy, ask anybody
i'm mates with a few of possibly the most popular people...
and i don't know how i ended up there...
but i ain't regretting it...
infact, what is there to regret?
i mean who would like a spider crawling up their arse??
the past is a strange thing...
and from my best mate, i've learnt that if it's in the past, it's not to be changed...
so if you dwell on it, that's where the world's depression comes from...
so don't!!
there are no past experiences to regret...
it's an experience...
and to be honest, if ya gonna regret it, then there's something wrong...
if ya gonna regret it, you need to see a counsellor...
oh yeah, i'm kind of a counsellor, i did take counselling in uni....
for like a month!!! alongside drama...
and neither worked out...
even though it was stuff outside of my control...
in a way...
nvm
poor spider
if there's one thing i'm jealous of, it's the fact that i'm not as random as i'd like to be
there are people that are so much more random than i am
and i want that
then again...
who else could recite one of the longest, if not THE longest, place name in the world...
it's in new zealand!
but i don't know how to spell it, only how to say it...
if ya wanna hear it then either call me or meet me!
but ner
I'M AUDITIONING FOR THE X-FACTOR!!!
god knows why!
i hope i do ok...
...i miss my mohawk...
but don't worry, that spider's in a better place now!
and you will be soon!!
if there's one thing that will never stop interesting me, it's philosophy...
i mean i could never learn it in an educational establishment.. fuck that!
but one of my favourite things to do is talk to my dad's mum, possibly over a fag, just about anything in the world!
my nan is an amazing person, she has some amazing ideas..
and she lives in fucking south wales, doesn't she! so i don't get to see her as often as i like, especialy given that i work!
oh hang on, there's a lot i've written, god, does anybody else love rants?
no?
just me?
oh c'mon!!
you know what's strange?
people say easter is a time for forgiveness...
DON'T CORRECT ME!!
that's one of the most recent things i heard really...
and on this easter just gone... i couldn't stop thinking about my ex-girlfriend...
now since going out with her i've been out with a couple of lads, and had random occasions with others
so why did i suddenly think of her?
why are people so strange?
sometimes i hate every single fucking one of them!!!
i mean look at my emails!
i get around 100 a day, all trying to get my details, and i know immedtiately why they want my details!
it's for the same reason people route through other people's bins...
it's for the same reason people setup fake websites offering the best thing anybody could imagine...
it's because THEY ALL WANT YOUR IDENTITY!!!
and if you are aware of identity fraud, call 0800 062 062 and ask for some identity protection for your credit card
and MAKE SURE YOU SAY IT WAS ME THAT OFFERED IT!!!!
your identity is your life, you lose that and you could be liable for millions in any currency
...
shit, did i really let my work take over my mind??
GOODNIGHT!!!
