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Hawk [Switzerland]

I don't wear my heart pinned to my sleeve. I wear it around my neck so it's easier to take and smash

About Me

I'm Alex. I'm 17. I have an older sister named sam. I don't like to show my emotions very much and I've been told I have a heart of stone when it comes to that department. I love the twilight series and Destroy Inc. I love vampire, werewolves, fairies, and all manner of strange and odd things. Sometimes I wish life was like a book and that everything worked out in the end, but it's is cruel and unpredictable and that's just they way it is. I'm a bestfriend, a girlfriend, a sister, and a daughter. I love who I love and I hate who I hate. That's the way I am and there's no trying to change it.

My Interests

Music books drawing (even though my pictures suck) singing

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Gaia Online member since 2005 648  

I'd like to meet:

someone who understands how my mind works

Music:

Rock alternative random stuff

Movies:

so many movies so little time

Television:

does it really matter

Books:

Romance vampires magic fairies historical junk ya know junk like that

Heroes:

Gerard Way because he kicked drugs and booze to the curb and that..'s the most awesome thing ever Go Gee!

My Blog

See me morph into Valeria Mazza!

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Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 07:02:00 PST

Ever feel..

That you're just dying to catch your breath, because it feels as if you've been stabbed repeatedly in the heart and you just can't register what has happened? That you're being torn down by the people...
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 10:29:00 PST

So Much More

It seems to me that everyone is meant for so much more than we expect. Yet we can't even seem to live up to our own expectations. Why is it that when we are little we believe that we can do anything w...
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 10:07:00 PST

Ever Feel...

Like you’re losing touch with those you love the most. Take my best friend Callie. I love her to death. She’s one of the only people i trust with my deepest darkest secrets but I feel like...
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:16:00 PST

Flying Solo

I can honestly say I think I've been forgotten. No one calls me. I've spent the last four months spending my weekends at home without hearing from anyone. I'm pretty sure I don't exist outside of scho...
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 11:33:00 PST

He likes me, He likes me not....

Which is it? I don't understand men. Either he doesn't realize I like him or he does and doesn't like me back. I am frustrated! *Growl!*
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 10:11:00 PST

Given up on a boy named Patrick

I've finally given up on him. That's right you heard me. I've given up on Patrick. I'm so tired of waiting around for him to get his head out of his ass and ask me out. He's had months of being single...
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:39:00 PST

Work

It's not that I hate work that's not it at all it's just that it gets awfully boring especially on those 5 1/2 hour days those drag forever because the store is usually dead ugh...
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 06:59:00 PST

I'm tired...

of life. seriously I am.
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 05:20:00 PST

Why...

do i feel like such an incompetent fool? and why is life always easier on myspace? what makes us feel so much more confident here than out in the real world? is it the fact that we can lie to make our...
Posted by Hawk [Switzerland] on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 11:43:00 PST