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"I'm serving time for mistakes made by another in another life"
I'm a walking contradiction You'll seek to know me and never fully comprehend me There are layers you'll never make it through I am a master of deception for those who feel they figured me out, rest assured you haven't I am always searching for my true self She is stubborn and I love her!! I have learned that you can't make someone love you, you can't stop someone from betrayal if they have a twisted heart, and you can't control something that was never meant to be tamed I've learned that some people you think will always be there can fade over time and ones you wouldn't think to stick around are beside you when you're stuck in the mud The one sleeping next to you can be your best friend and your worst enemy You can do good things and bad things will still happen to you but never loose focus of the big picture cause in the end there is a pay off as well as a lesson to be learned I give 110% to my friends, family, and the ONE I love Notice I said ONE cause I'm loyal and never, ever, not even for a second steer away from that I don't cheat, won't cheat and HATE CHEATERS! I have a son who is the most important blessing in my life He is amazing and without him my life would be dramatically different yes, but for the worse I like to laugh I enjoy just hanging out I have to stay busy and get bored easily I hate chaos I love affection and feeling loved I love security and like being a free soul I don't like silence and hate it when people talk too much It's hell on earth for those around me when I'm tired or hungry I have piles I go to church every Sunday I change my hair color when I am about to change something about my life (perhaps it's like shedding my skin) and do it on my own not by a salon which is awful but fun for me guessing how it will turn out I have some of the best friends in the world I have no regrets of my past only regrets that I didn't learn from those mistakes if I did the same thing again
When you know better you do better!
I'm at a point where my life is changing. My thoughts are spinning out of control and my ambition is high. It's gonna be one hell of a journey and come hell or high water I'm along for the ride! I am blessed for what I have and want more than what I can afford. At the end of the day I recognize that it's only me standing in that mirror so if I can fall asleep at night with no thoughts weighing on my mind then I am happy.
