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About Me

"I want to swim away but don't know how. Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean. Let the waves up take me down, Let the hurricane set in motion... Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down... Let the rain come down."
Myspace Codes: MyNiceSpace.com

What is there to say about little ole’ me? Well, let’s see…I am a laidback, easy-going, yet wild-hearted, silly kind of a girl who loves too deep and falls too hard for the things and people I am most passionate about in life. My closest friends would describe me as fun-loving, free-spirited, and obsessively caring, but warn me that I need to be more cautious and guarded in certain ways of the world. But I say, screw it…you only live once, as far as we know for sure, and life is always going to be a rollercoaster of a ride. Ups and downs and twists and turns; getting jerked around and tossed about; hanging on for dear life at times and sometimes taking risks by simply throwing your hands up in the air and taking it all in; feeling excited and elated one moment and getting that sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach the next; never knowing what will come around the next corner, but never wanting the whole thing to ever come to an end. These are the only things that are certain in this chaotic and unpredictable life we all lead, so why not just enjoy the damn ride and deal with the craziness of it all? Live, laugh, love, smile, forgive, play in the rain every once in awhile, read a good book when you can, sleep in, stay up late, tell someone you love them for the first time if you feel compelled, take a walk outside alone with only your thoughts, write a poem, sing in the shower, giggle so hard that you pee in your pants just a little (no one ever has to know), drink wine by the fire, have crushes even if you aren’t a teenager, dream, aspire, make mistakes, fall down, get back up, dust yourself off, achieve great things...just be. And be happy. That’s how I hope to live my life from now on. Anyone who really knows me knows that I have lived long enough looking backwards, and that has gotten me nowhere but behind. Maybe now that I am knocking on 30’s door, I am trying harder to look towards the future and all of the endless possibilities it beholds. Who knows what lies ahead for this silly girl, but I sure anticipate watching it all unravel! Myspace .. Now Icons

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My Blog

CHASING AWAY MY DEMONS & HEALING IN LAS VEGAS

Okay&here's the deal. There are a lot of my friends out there who are wondering why in the hell I packed up my bags and headed out of town a couple of weeks ago. Yes, I am living in Las Vegas for now...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 01:08:00 GMT

Starting Over, Becoming Whole...

From Hopeless Victim to Hopeful SurvivorI'm crying on the outside And dying on the insideAlways telling myself liesDon't know where I can hideI can't sleep at night Thoughts of final goodbyesEveryday,...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 00:13:00 GMT

Breaking free...

A Glance in the Mirror Does anybody know Where I lost my soul? The one that was strong, The one who belonged To this shell I call...myself. A former version of me, Who was young and carefree, Wh...
Posted by on Wed, 16 May 2007 13:23:00 GMT

Brick walls at the end of twisted trailways...

I have always said that music is my saving grace. Well it has definitely been my best friend and shoulder to lean on these days. Thank goodness it never disappoints or turns its back on me. It is a gi...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 13:45:00 GMT

Sleeping in and signs of Spring...

  I used to sleep in whenever I got the chance. Hitting snooze two or ten times and finally crawling out of bed once I saw the P.M. light appear on my alarm clock was the norm and well within m...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 13:27:00 GMT

LOVE...OR SOMETHING LIKE IT

Love. Is it a blessing and a gift? A burden and a curse? Or just another four-letter word we throw around when the mood hits or the "ideal" occasion arrives? This is something I have been pondering a ...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 11:43:00 GMT