My name is Lauren, I'm 20 years old and my life is undergoing a lot of change. I woke up a few days ago hating my life, bored of the same thing day after day. I was depressed over my looks, my job, and financial issues. I decided that I needed to motivate myself to move forward. I recently started eating more healthy, and started to go to the gym. I'm sick of being the fat girl nobody wants to be friends with or date, but most of all I want to lose this weight for myself so that I can be healthy and I can live life a little bit longer.I'm also back in school at Queensborough Community College and I'm Loving it! I cannot change everything over night, but as each day passes I feel If i at least try and give effort I can accomplishing many things. I'm not stupid, and I am not a failure! The only way to fail is to give up on all hope! and I will never give up on myself. I've learned to start caring about myself, something I have never done before, and I will never go back to the old me. Life is about constant change, and there is no turing back from here!
** My Friends Are Amazing **
Jaime- Thank you so much for always being there for me, You really are a great friend. I have no idea where i would be without you! Haha I'm glad we have a lot in common! Thanks again for always be their to cheer me up and make me smile :) I love ya!
Adam- I love you more then anything. You are always their for me, You are my first love, and no matter what i'll always love you! You know how to make me smile and make me happy :) thank you for always being their for me!
Kristin- I know with both of us being busy, we haven't really talked in a while, and i miss that. You are a great friend, and i love when we hangout, play with make up, or just doing whatever. We need to hang out more often and find time! i Love ya!
Barbara- Barbara we have been friends for so long now! I'm glad we are still friends. Haha i love ya! anywho we have been through it all, the good times.. the bad times...and some stupid funny times lol. We need to strop Drifting!! And listen to that old chinese man! he's right!
Ricky- Ricccckyyy! Sexxi sexxi!, I've been thinking so much latley how close we use to be, and i miss those days. We need to figure out a time and we must hang out! i miss the old days and saaaammmmy! your a great friend! and i miss ya
Gina- Gina It's been a while since he hung out! we need to do that sometime soon and get coffee or tea Or something! lol! Hey whenever you want, lets hang out and go to the gym! it will be fun! i'm so glad we are friends hehe :)
Mark- Haha I love you! You are craaazzzy and silly, and i love that about you! You always know how to make me laugh! and i love that we share a certain like to some songs like Kt's songs! i miss hanging out! and i miss our random trips to NYC for hot dogs or Yaffa cafe!! or our sex shop visits! haha love u hunny!!!!
Ben- I don't know even what to say lol. we have fun when we hang out, your a funny guy. I'm glad we became friends..and i hope we are able to go away on vacation! that would be a lot of fun!!!! Thanks for always being their for me and always making me laugh! congrats on the new car!!!.... Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds
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Lauren Likes
♥To Laugh
♥Drinking Iced Coffee
♥Hanging out with friends
♥Driving around,blasting music
♥Holding Hands
♥To Cuddle
♥Guys with brown hair,light eyes
♥Watching movies in bed
♥Playing pool, or bowling
♥Law and Order SVU
♥Comedian Louis C.K
♥Going to Applebees/Diner Late hours
♥Flowers
♥Hopeless Romantics
Lauren Dislikes
♥Boys who lie
♥Myspace whores/spammers
♥when people crack their knuckles
♥the high prices of gas
♥Waking up early
♥People who get drunk everyday
♥Users
♥People who add, without sending a message.
