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Hi! My name is Crystal, and I am a proud fiance' to a man who is severing our COUNTRY, and not only will he do anything for his country, I would do anything for him! I have two sisters and two brothers, Shelia (25) and Dolores (28) my sisters and Chad (my twin 19) and Brian (26). I am so proud of my family, there is nothing greater to me then spending time with them! Chad is my other half and without him I don't know where I would be! He is currently still in school and I am so proud of all he has accomplished!! I love to show off my commanding voice I had in ROTC, I still have military judges coming to me and trying to get me to join their services....lol, I even have commanded a group of military soldiers in formation and they really enjoyed my calling... I LOVE IT!!! Michael is my fiance' and I love him to death! I sometimes wonder alot why I have been so lost in the begining, but now that I am with him I have found out what I want to do with the rest of my life and that is to have him there with me in everything I do! I AM SO PROUD OF HIM! HE IS BECOMING A SOLDIER and to me there is nothing greater then becoming a hero and he is my biggest one! I love you bear and I can't wait for you to come home!! I love everyone and especially my friends, they keep me going every day and I can't become much prouder of them and I just want them to know that I am always here for them and I thank them for the things they have done for me!! I love each and everyone of ya'll and PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME!! I love yuns! ~Crystal~ SUPPORT THE TROOPS AND THE ONES IN TRAINING!!! I was once told by Michael and Ryan:
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MY MOST MISSED MEMORIES ARE WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND HAD NO WORRIES LIVING OUT IN THE COUNTRY, ME AND CHAD (BRO) THOUGHT OF ALL KINDS OF THINGS TO KEEP US HAPPY.MY PARENTS HAVE BEEN DIVORICED SINCE I WAS 2 OR 3, I DON'T REALLY REMEMBER THEM BEING TOGETHER, BUT I COULD NEVER IMAGINE THEM TOGETHER. I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO OWN A HORSE, I LOVE THEM, BUT I NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO HAVE ONE, CUZ WE WERE ALWAYS MOVING AND I COULDN'T HAVE ONE BECAUSE OF IT. THEY SAY THE AVERAGE AMERICAN GIRL GOES THOUGH ATLEAST 6 MEN IN HER LIFE BEFORE SHE MEETS THE RIGHT ONE, IT TOOK ME 10....AND I THINK GOD I HAVE HIM IN MY LIFE, HE'S NOT PERFECT, CUZ NOONE IS, BUT HE'S DAMN WELL NEAR IT!!!MICHAEL ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM DEC.9 2006 OUR 1 YEAR AND 3 MONTH ANV. I COULDN'T ASK FOR A BETTER TIMING, OR GIFT FOR OUR ANV. LOL, AND IF YOU LOOK AT IT THIS WAY, 1 YEAR 3 MONTHS, 1-3, 31, HIS FOOT BALL NUMBER AND MY LUCKY NUMBER!!! LOL :) THE SOUND OF RAIN HITTING ON THE ROOF PUTS ME TO SLEEP, ALSO NIGHT NOISES, THEY SOUND SO PEACEFUL. I OWN A NATURE CD I SOMETIMES PLAY AT NIGHT TO FALL ASLEEP IF I AM HAVING A ROUGH NITE, WHICH I HAVE OFTEN. I LOVE MILITARY CADANCES, I THINK THEY ARE AWESOME TO LISTEN TO, I ALSO LOVE MILITARY MOVIES AND COUNTRY SONGS ABOUT THE MILITARY, THEY MAKE ME FEEL CLOSER TO MICHAEL.I AM SCARED OF WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR ME, I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT IS IN STORE, AND THAT SCARES ME. I HAVE A FEAR THAT IS PRETTY DEEP, AND YES IT IS SCARIER THEN ZOMBIES, I JUST DON'T LIKE TO TALK ABOUT IT.I AM A VERY OUTGOING FAMILY PERSON, I LOVE THE TIME MY FAMILY GETS TOGETHER AND WE SIT AROUND SHARING MEMORIES, EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES THEY ARE EMBARASSING I STILL WOULDN'T TRADE THOSE STORIES FOR ANYTHING! I LOVE TO COOK, OR ATLEAST PRETEND T KNOW HOW TO COOK! I AM ALWAYS IN THE KITCHEN WITH MY MOM LEARNING, ESPECIALLY AROUND THE HOLIDAYS, LIKE LAST THANKSGIVING, ME AND MY MOM STAYED UP ALL NITE PREPARING AND IT WAS GREAT, I LEARNED A FEW THINGS AND WE GOT TO HAVE FUN WITH IT, AND YEAH WE WERE TIRED SO WE GOT GOOFY, BUT THAT IS THE BEST PARTS, SHARING TIME AND RECIPES TOGETHER. I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF STEALING HER IDEAS AND RECIPES, BUT HEY, SOMEONE NEEDS TO PASS ON OUR TRADITIONS!! FROM MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER TO ME!!! :)
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MY POEM TO MICHAEL: If you're not in love with a Soldier, you don't know adventure. You don't know smelly green PT uniforms that require daily washing. You can't understand green & brown camouflage bags flooding the bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a Soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other. If you're not in love with a Soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes: "Honey, I am leaving to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you-always!" If you're not in love with a Soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your life alive again. If you're not in love with a Soldier, you can't know the immense joy, the uncontrollable smile, or the butterflies in your stomach when you see your Soldier march into the family waiting area upon redeployment. You can't understand the self-control it takes to stand on the other side of the room as some higher up gives a seemingly endless welcome home speech while all the Soldiers stand in formation. You don't know what it's like to have that second first kiss or what it's like to experience puppy love all over. If you're not in love with a Soldier, you can't truly understand how to make every moment count because you never know when that phone call may come again. If you're not in love with a Soldier, you can never really understand how very delicate life is.
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My Interests

The newest movies and music that comes out, I like to hear new things, and I love decorating, I like new things.

I'd like to meet:

One day, hopefully later down the road, lol, I'd like to meet Jesus and God, and off the top person, Rachel Ray, she's so awesome and I believe she has like the best personalty! AND I WOULD LOVE TO MEET, AS MANY AS I CAN, THE SOLDIERS PROTECTING OUR COUNTRY, JUST TO TELL THEM HOW MUCH I APPRIECIATE THEM!!! GOD BLESS!!!

Music:

I love all kinds of Music, mostly Country like, Brad Paisley, Tim Mcgraw, Sugerland, Leann Rhimes, Alan Jackson, Garth Brooks, Josh Turner, John Michael Montgomery, Reba M, Rascall Flatts, Little Big Town, Jason Aldean, Chris Cagle, Lonestar, Billy Curington, Dierks Bently, Trace Adkins, Rodney Atkins, Heartland, Keith Urban, Tobey Keith, Ashley Monroe, Carrie Underwood, Johnny Cash, Willie Nelson, Patsy Cline, Taylor Swift, Alison Karuss, Vince Gill, Dwight Yokam, Neal Mckoy, Sara Evans, Faith Hill, Trisha Yearwood, Trent Tomilson, Big & Rich, Craig Morgan, Roxie Dean, Gary Allen, Dolly P.,Shania Twain, Brooks & Dunn, and plenty more country music, but outside country I like All-American Rejects, Beyounce', Justin Timberlake, Chritina A., Greenday, Panic at The Disco, Lindsey Haun, 3 Days Grace, Blue October, Nickelback, Yellowcard, Postal Service, Aerosmith, Bryan Adams, The Fray, Ciara, Lifehouse, Third Eye Blind, Incubus, and loads more, I just can't think of all of them right now.

Movies:

I love movies that are romantic or romantic comedy, I love Pearl Harbor, We Were Soldiers, Wedding Crashers, Robin Hood, Tombstone, Jerry Maguire, How to Lose A Guy in 10 days, Jarhead, I love movies that deal with Military it makes me feel closer to Michael, who is in the miltary, and I love to just watch them cause they give me a rush to just watch how the heros deticate their lives to us.

Television:

I love watching the Comedy Central channel, and I love the Food Network channel, I also love watching E! News. My favorite show is Smallville even though I don't watch it much anymore.
First Name: Crystal
Middle Name: Nicole
Birthday: January 6th
Eyes: Blueish :)
Hair: Brown and curly
Fav color: All the shades of blue
Day/Night: Night, I love the night life and the sky too.
Fave Food: Ummm,hard one I love southern food and I love fried shrimp
FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name? Maybe, I don't know, I have always had people say I look like a April and that's pretty.
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Chassidy Eaton, she's crazy cool
Who's the loudest? Ummm I'd say Chassidy
Who have you known the longest of your friends? Kasey I have known her for about 5 yrs now
Who's the shyest: Sarah
Are you close to any family members? My sister Shelia, i usually tell her first about everything.
When you cried the most: When Michael left for boot camp back last year in July
What's the best feeling in the world: Being held by Michael
Worst Feeling: Not knowing if I'll ever touch him again
FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on the: Hiking trails at night and gaze at the stars.
Let's run through: Grassy, Flowery hills and roll on down together
Let's look at the: Stars and give them names.
What a nice: Juicey steak without any Ranch Dressing?! Hey! It's GOOD. lol
Where did all the: Love go? lol
Why can't you: Just be like NORMAL people?
Silly, little: Rabbit trix are for kids....
Tell me: What you think of me...Honestly...
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home: I tried, but it was to cold that day and I got hungry....
Pictured your crush naked: Umm well you know I have been yelled at for daydreaming...
Skipped school: I skipped one class (one time) I did not like...Algebra 2
Broken someone's heart: I am sure I have, but I am sorry, I just do not know what I do....
Been in love: Of course, it's nature.
Cried when someone died: Yes
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Uh....yeah. lol
Done something embarrassing: I really can't embarrass myself, I love to embarrass others...lol
Done a drug: nope
Cried in school: Yeppers
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm: My faith charm that Michael found for me when he was in bootcamp in Missouri
Person You Hate Most: I don't hate anyone.
Best Thing That Has Happened: When Michael proposed to me!!!
Ice Cream: I like Chocolate and I like Chocolate Mint.....ummm
WHO Makes you laugh the most: Ryan Pait, hands down, and myself...lol
Makes you smile: When my phone rings and the caller id says Alex H. (Michael) when he's calling from where he is stationed.
&..39;Has A Crush On You: ' I believe there are quite a few who do, but no names....
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Yes my fiance'
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?: Maybe at one time
Made out with JUST a friend?: No
Kissed two people in the same day?: Yeah my parents and family.
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: Hell no, eww, it's suppose to be with the one you love hoes!!
Been rejected: . Nope
Been in love?: ........Ummm....let me think....no i don't love my fiance'.....NOT!!!
Been used?: I think I have, but I don't pay no attention.
Done something you regret?: Oh yeah....
Cheated on someone?: Nope
Been called a tease: Yes
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: Jordan, my nephew, I hugged him goodnight, he's 2.
You talked to on the phone?: Michael of course, he calls me at the end of everyday, and it's just morning.
You hugged?: Jordan
You instant messaged?: Ryan
You kissed?: Jordan
You yelled at?: Michael
Who text messaged you?: Bryan
Who broke your heart?: .....I think I am gonna leave that blank so no drama.
Who told you they loved you?: My sister Shelia.
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You Are 19% Addicted to Love
Might as well face it, you're not addicted to love.
And these means you have a very healthy approach to relationships.
You fall in love with the right person, at the right time, for the right reasons.
Love is something you want - not something you need. Are You Addicted to Love? pause music to watch...MY FAV. SONGPAUSE MUSIC TO WATCH!!!

Books:

I love all James Patterson books, My favorite one would be 4th of July, I also like the Harry Potter books, I also like Stephen King.
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*** About me ***
How easily do you trust people? Why? Not very easily because when I do I always seem to get hurt.
What's your favorite store? American Eagle and Macey's
What is your screen name? [email protected]
Who do you talk to most on the phone? Michael
Are you registered to vote? (And have you yet?) Yesss, yessss
What kind of music do you hate? Rap, hard core rap
Do you have a job? What is it? I babysit everynowand then
Where do you live? Hope Mills NC
Who do you talk to most on IM? Ryan Pait
What's your favorite album/CD? I like my mixed cds
How tall are you? 5'11
What is your hair color? Brown
What is your favorite sport to watch? Football!!!
What's your favorite animal? Horse
Where did you get your last email from? Michael's phone, he sent me a picture of his tattoo he got.
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Do you have a blog? Yes
Do you post chain bulletins very often? Sometimes
Have you met anyone ..? Yes
Would you date someone younger than you? I am, my fiance' is 6 months younger then me!! lol
How many times a day do you go on myspace? Maybe once
How many people do you have on your friends list? Right now I have about 192
How many groups are you a member of on myspace? I think 1 or 2 not that I really like being in groups.
How often do you check for new comments on myspace? Everyday or once a week
How often do you visit your myspace/xanga/etc profile? Sane as last question
Did you take a picture of yourself specifically for myspace? No, my friends and family do
Have you ever posted a comment for Tom? No
How many people have you invited to MySpace? I haven't invited noone who hasn't already been on here
Is myspace the first thing you do when you wake up? No
Have you ever talked to a stalker on myspace? I have no clue, I have talked to strangers, but I don't know about any stalkers
When you get on myspace, how long are you usually on? For a while
*** What I like ***
What's your favorite band? Rascall Flatts
French or Italian? Italian
Apple or Microsoft? Apple
Boxers or briefs? Boxers, ummm lol
Cell phone, land line, or talking with a mic on the computer? Cell Phone
Hamburgers or cheeseburgers? Cheeseburgers
Math or science? Science
Weekdays or weekends? Weekends
Tofu or bacon? Bacon
Sneakers or flip-flops? Flip-flops
Meat or veggies? Meat
One best friend or many good friends? One best friend
Ocean or pool? Pool I like the ocean scenery better but pool water swimming better
What is your favorite flavor in general? Cherry or lemon
What is your favorite hair style? Curly
*** People ***
Do you like celebrities? Yes
Who is your newest friend? Bryan
Who is your enemy? I used to have one but we cool now
Your best friend: Michael
If you had to get married now, who would you want to marry? MICHAEL HOLT lol
Name one person you hate, and why: I really don't hate anyone
Who do you have a crush on now? My fiance' Michael
Your first crush: I think that would have been this boy back in 1rst grade his name was Peter. lol
Who is your oldest friend? How long have you known them? Kasey, I have known her for about 5 years
Do you know anyone who has never left their home state? I don't think I do.
Who did you last talk to? Michael
Who do you NOT want to meet? Britany Spears, she grosses me out!!!
You're having a bad day. Who do you want to talk to? Michael or Ryan.
If you could punch one person, who would it be? Chad, my brother
Who annoys you? Chad, my twin brother, unfortunatly
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Heroes:

My biggest hero would be Michael Alexander Holt, he joined the military and he's my biggest hero, and aloso my parents, and all the soldiers in Iraq and serving in the military, thank you all!!!

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Colorado here I come...Febuary 15th....

Hey all of you!! I am just jumping on for a few, just to let you know I am doing ok, and just to let you know, Chad is going to Meps this Wednesday, it got canceled the other weekend, so you all ...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:36:00 PST

Chad...First step to JARHEAD

Hey you guys, I know I said I wouldn't come on here for a while, but I thought I would throw out some news that Chad passed his Asvab and he is going to Raleigh for his MEPS this weekend...yeah I am s...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:23:00 PST

Going home, for awhile.........

Hey you guys I posted a bulletin awhile ago, but I just want you to know I won't be getting on the computer for awhile, so I am just saying please leave me some comments, pic comments, messages, whate...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 08:35:00 PST

Deployment tips from a friend.......

Deployment 101 The 7 Emotional Cycles of Deployment By Jennifer L. Hochlan Despite the many who claim otherwise, the military spouse leads a different life from most. This harsh truth becomes most evi...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 11:35:00 PST

R.I.P. Aunt Fawn

Hey you guys I just want to announce this is a letter from my Cousin Billy and I want you to know that our famliy is in grieving and please keep us in your prayers.....RIP Aunt Fawn.....    ...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 11:40:00 PST

Tattoo Thinking.....Sweetpea

Hey you guys!! I have been thinking about getting a tattoo lately, and I have always wanted one, but Michael has really brought it out in me that I want one, and he wants me to get one, and I have bee...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:41:00 PST

What I see, I don't like

"Well, it seems the older I get and start to experience life flaws, the more I want to run and hide from it all."-Crystal Matthews Yeah that's the way I feel. Cause you know, when your younger, you do...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 08:57:00 PST

This girl can SING!!!!

THIS GIRL CAN SING!!!!!   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8eUBQiefEgA http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLyn_rsi-e0  ...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 11:51:00 PST

I love this video!!!

You have to watch this, IT IS SO CUTE!!!....I LOVE IT!!!!   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMaPsgkPJj0...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 05:06:00 PST

trying to get a job

Hey you guys, I am currently looking for a job.....if anyone has any suggestions PLEASE please let me know!! thank ya! love ya! ~Crystal...
Posted by ~Crystal....Shweet-pea~ on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 01:31:00 PST