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About Me

What to say without sounding egotistical or manic? Well I'm a good person. Too loving, too trusting, but hey what can you do? I've recently been forced to reexamine my life. i.e. MY wants, MY needs. It is with this reexamination I have come to the conclusion I have always known what I want and the pursuit of it is nothing to shy away from. I want total and utter reciprication. I want you to feel for me what I feel for you. For once I want people in my life that cannot only be purely honest with me, but they must be honest with themselves. I am done with lies and manipulation by friends. If you are pure and real be my friend. I beg of you.

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My Blog

It all comes back to that word....RESPONSIBILITY!

So heres whats up.  I've taken control of my life......................................I have finally created a successful working enviornment that allows myself and my students to thrive.  I started ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:09:00 GMT

putting it out there hoping it helps.

So as some of you know there have been some huge bumps in my pathway of life recently. no no don't pitty this is isn't my typical blog.  I have decided to blog in hopes of motivating others and hoping...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jan 2009 19:06:00 GMT

moving alog

Why now, when I have nothing left within me? Nothing to give, and drained of the ability to recieve. All I hear, "You can whatever you want if you just try" How tainted.  This saying is not alway...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 01:02:00 GMT

Hello its me, alone again.

Hello, are you there, its me.  Of course you're not there.  I am alone. I define alone.  I am destine for loneliness.  I will share my vacant life with no one. Assigned to fin...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 19:00:00 GMT

everything.

I hate how the tears are so thick everything is a blur.  I hate that the love in my heart is never enough to make it work.  I hate being emotional.  I hate that no matter how hard you t...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 12:08:00 GMT

Isn’t it amazing!

Isn't it amazing how much you have to lose to find out you barely had anything to begin with? Isn't it amazing how we long for adulthood and when we get there it is just more childish bullshit? Isn't ...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 00:19:00 GMT

RED

All I see. Red.  That crimson color runs rampid in my head. The wine I consume to wash it all away, The burgandy stain on my lips will stay. Color of commands on signs as I pass.  Stop! or L...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 15:31:00 GMT

Black Wednesday!!

Two days from now is that day so many look forward to.  That is understandable.  But for the rest of us who have not experienced those romantic moments of flowers and kisses, it is nothing b...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 09:03:00 GMT

Fight Night

As easy and as tetious.  Loving yourself should not be a question.  You and only you are allowed to decide.  Decide to stay or go. Decide to deny or accept.  Why then must we rely ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 20:12:00 GMT

Happy fucking new year!!!

One more cut to take away the pain, one more cut, a cut that will not make a stain. Pain, confusion nothing new.  Pain confusion hiding this ugly shrew.  I hate myself I hate it al...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 21:41:00 GMT