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Dean

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About Me

I am many things that society in general frowns upon according to what I see and overhear. The nerdy kid. The gamer. The emo. I try to be kind. I do my best to be generous. I have much faith in God. I am Native American. I have psych problems. I am many things. Above all I am my wife's husband...at least in spirit. We'll leave it at that for now. :P


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My Interests

I like stuff. Just trying to fill in some blanks here. lol

I'd like to meet:

I didn't realize I was supposed to meet people here. Last time I checked there are thousands of people outside, away from my computer. Part of why I came here to enjoy making something for me, by me, and for my own amusement...can't deny that people in general just don't mesh well. Bah. I'm just not the most social person, and I definitely have a tendency to...disappear from those not heavily involved in my life to begin with's lives it seems. It isn't that I don't care, or am not interested in getting to know people, I'm just...absent-minded and incredibly busy.

Music:

I like music of all kinds. I prefer to understand lyrics...that's about all I can explain atm.

Movies:

Yep.

Television:

Heroes!!!! House, M.D.!!! E.R. suprisingly!!! Charmed...and I'm spent.

Books:

I don't read much anymore.

Heroes:

Family. Friends.

My Blog

The greatest gift I could have, If I could give...

The holiday season causes so many different emotions for so many different people. The meaning of the holidays is as varied amongst mankind as flowers in the wild. Flowers maybe flowers when it comes ...
Posted by Dean on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 08:34:00 PST

Heroism Flipside

Alright, just to let everyone know that doing anything, at least for me, is extremely difficult. One thing I definitely learned in the last few years is i would absolutely DESPISE being famous. That c...
Posted by Dean on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 05:41:00 PST

Heroism

My duty is to be a good husband, a good person. Not to be brainwashed into some pseudo-patriotic delusion. No one can justify war of any kind, yet no one can stand idley by in good conscience or faith...
Posted by Dean on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 09:43:00 PST

Am I dead?

Given the title, I hope that all viewers can tell that the content to come in this blog really isn't something that can reasonably and sanely be contradicted. I found myself with the notion this morni...
Posted by Dean on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 09:53:00 PST

emotional dry heave

She is so beautiful, so vulnerable, so true No longer free it seems, knowing not what to do Lost in the wilderness, in a cold winter's night She lies down in the snow, as if to accept her strife Her t...
Posted by Dean on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:36:00 PST

Metallic tastes are intriguing

edited for content! yay! I kinda like that now I should remember to do it more often! gosh lol Ok, I'm very upset about the loss of Tiffany and my child. It leaves me with much sorrow, instilling a f...
Posted by Dean on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 11:02:00 PST

Family dreams destroyed; Promises are a myth...

So...as it may well be known by all that Tiffany and I lost our child. How? I'm not quite certain. I could place blame all day...especially since some stranger who happens to be a completely selfish, ...
Posted by Dean on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 09:11:00 PST

Short list of favorite movie quotes

"Quick impersonation for you: Caw, caw *Bang* Fuck! I'm dead!" - that bad guy from the first Crow "I feel like a little worm on a big fucking hook!" - another bad guy from the Crow "You know that favo...
Posted by Dean on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 07:06:00 PST

The joy of winter, the joy of song

Yep, so here I am. Sitting. And typing. It is fun. I'm addicted to porn, I think. Or maybe just sex. I can't say I'd blame myself, I am married to a wonderful woman, she's very easy on the eyes...to s...
Posted by Dean on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 01:27:00 PST

The hand of fate offers redemption

A struggle that has lasted a lifetime is drawing close to a conclusion. After so many years of battling myself on so many levels, I find that I may nearly be done. What will the outcome bring forth? M...
Posted by Dean on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 01:19:00 PST