DeAngelis[The Deus Ex Machina]<3s Jason

About Me

→ Name: Matthew
→ Nicknames: Boes, Bob, David Bowie, Dan
→ Current headline meaning: "I will either find a way or make one."
→ I'm 18.
→ Yes I am gay. My work accepts me, my family accepts, and my true friends accept me so if you don't than I can care less.
→ I have an amazing boyfriend.
→ I am a senior.
→ I have six piercings:
industrial
two earrings where my second industrial used to be(it was digging into the middle of my ear)
helix
both ears gauged to 2s.
I am going to Tri-C the first two years of college to save $40,000 on loans. I think its a good idea.
→ I'm going to finish my last two years at Bowling Green to double major in Digital Art and Psychology.
→ I'm going to eventually get my PhD in Psychology.
→ I'm going to change the world and if I don't I will leave a path of enlightenment for others to follow.
Aim - SilentGenerati0n
"We need not worry so much about what man descends from-it's what he descends to that shames the human race."
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
"I have never been afraid of death. Death is a motivator. It's what made made me live. But now while I'm staring it in the face, why am I so scared?"
"Fear makes the wolf bigger than he is"
"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."

My Interests

Editing
Concerts
My iPod
Music
Driving
Friends
[Only God Knows Why]

I'd like to meet:

→People←

Music:

Icarus Landing
The Fray
Cartel
HelloGoodbye
Green Day
All-American Rejects
The Early November
Stutterfly
Underoath
Alkaline Trio
Emanuel
Hollywood Undead
Paramore
Cartel
Blink 182
Brand New
Angels and Airwaves
Chiodos
From First to Last
Godsmack
Viadora
A.F.I.
A Perfect Circle
From Autumn to Ashes
HIM
Falling Stars Burn Bright
The Raconteurs
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
30 Seconds to Mars
10 Years
3 Doors Down
Kill Hannah
Korn
Linkin Park
311
A Heartwell Ending
The White Stripes
Mushroomhead
Mudvayne
Nirvana
No Doubt
The Offspring
Powerman 5000
Rammstein
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rise Against
Smashing Pumpkins
Smile Empty Soul
Story of the Year
Sum 41
System of a Down
Taking Back Sunday
Three Days Grace
The Used

Movies:

Donnie Darko
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Rocky Horror
House of Sand and Fog
Last House on the Left
American Werewolf in Paris
American Werewolf in London
Evil Dead
Boondock Saints
Eurotrip
The Departed
Gangs of New York
Pirates of the Carribean

Television:

Six Feet Under
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
The Boondocks
Family Guy
The Simpsons
Real World
Heroes

Books:

Cut
Black
Red
White
Cell
Fear Itself
Thr3e
Obsessed
Showdown
House
Saint
Twilight

Heroes:

All my heroes have now become ghosts
Sold their sorrow to the ones who paid the most
All my heroes are dead and gone
But they're inside of me, they still live on
They're all dead and gone

My Blog

Artwork

I'll continue to put my new digital projects in blogs instead of new pictures. I always keep my big blue balls on display.She pretends that she isn't fading away but she can't hide it.She's my blue ey...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 06:32:00 PST

Hypocrisy is losing its grip on me....

This is one of the first blogs im posting where im looking for help. No not psychological help where people tell me 'it will get better' and 'im fine the way i am'. Truth is, right now im pretty happy...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 04:11:00 PST

i smell sex and candy......

i fucking hate long days................... and peoplei worked 9.5 hours today. and in this time i had to make 18 half sheet pizzas, 2 dawg bone pizzas, 2 4 foot subs, and like 23908403284 more orders...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 08:21:00 PST

The daily thoughts of my everyday thinking........

so im stuck at home because my car is about to break down cause its a piece of crap, so i decided to write this.so life right now for me is pretty confusing. i had a mental breakdown a couple weeks ag...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Sat, 20 May 2006 02:00:00 PST

the new new piercing.

My helix!!!!!!! May be hard to see but its in like the middle of my ear on the outside part. and yes i still have my industrial, its just on the other ear. And i put this in a blog just cause i dunna...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 06:26:00 PST

He's a stranger to some and a vision to none....

So yea......... Monday i had my psychatrist appointment. And surprise!! i was actually happy since the last time i saw her!!! So she said i was making good progress and working on everything i neede...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 12:44:00 PST

That survey thing... (so it takes up less space than on my page)

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Matt HuffmanBirthday:December 22, 1988Birthplace:Cleveland, OHCurrent Location:Willoughby Hills, OHEye Color:BlueHair Color:BrownHeight:5'6''Right Handed or Lef...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 10:15:00 PST

I just randomly think about this shit...

So yea I just randomly think about death. Not like actually killing myself, but death in general. Like how I'm gonna die and if I am gonna die in a way that i actually know im dieing. And who am i gon...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 06:54:00 PST

Something i made today

another thing i did. not my best, but i really like it.
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 11:30:00 PST

Lyrics to live by...

Is it worth it can you even hear me Standing with your spotlight on me Not enough to feed the hungry I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now In this sea of lonely The taste of ink is getting ...
Posted by DeAngelis" [Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam] on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:39:00 PST