i always say that i believe in karma...yet so many f'd up things happen. i've recently made a lot of changes in my life..some good and some not so much. i've learned who my true friends are...aww. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. i'll remember the love you gave me...i'll remember how you've changed me...i have no special talents..i am only passionately curious. there's something about the look in your eyes, something i noticed when the light was just right, it reminded me twice that i was alive, and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight...life is not a movie. good guys lose, everybody lies, and love..sometimes does not conquer all...sometimes the people we meet will change us forever..do you miss me? let go of what's gone..i have to teach myself not to read too much into everything..it comes from too long having to read so much into hardly anything at all..there are a lot of things about me that aren't what you thought..but if you love me, you have to love all things about me.
on december 10th my life completely changed. i said yes when bryan davis (the love of my life) asked me to marry him. i never thought i would be ready to give my life to someone else..until him. we are getting married this summer 08-08-08. for my one true love: where there has been cold..you have brought warmth. where my life was dark..you have brought light. because of you..i laugh..i smile..i dare to dream again. i fell in love with you for the qualities, abilities, and outlook on life that you have. i promise to keep myself open to you. to let you see through the window of my personal world..into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. for our love is stronger than forever.
