.Sweet.Surrender. - ProfilesArchive

About Me

It's Chanel I am a walking contradiction. If you want to use labels I would be your average everyday metalhead, raver, juggalette

Mhmm, we're a rare kind.
Honestly, if you don't like what I listen to, the bracelets I wear (aka kandi), the paint on my face, the glowsticks I spin, the guitars I mosh to...I really don't care. Don't criticize me for it and think you're better because you don't do it...or do something else, and you and I will probably be okay.

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My Interests

Music, writing, glowsticks, dancing, headbanging, poetry, piercings, skiing, tattoos, singing, photography, journalism, and drinking

Music:

Disturbed, Slipknot, Otep, Bullet for my Valentine, A Perfect Circle, As I Lay Dying, Avenged Sevenfold, The wicked shit, Mindless Self Indulgence, Mudvayne, Trivium, Lacuna Coil, Lamb of God, Devildriver, Opeth, Jack Off Jill, Korn, Marilyn Manson, Killswitch Engage, Tool, In Flames, Deftones, Rammstein, RA, Mushroomhead, Unearth, Arch Enemy, Atreyu, Powerman 5000, Static X, Gwar, Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Bleeding Through, Coal Chamber, Drowning Pool, Kittie, Haste The Day, Sevendust, Stonesour, Machinehead, Nirvana, Shadow Fall, Bloodsimple, 3 Inches of Blood, It Dies Today, Pantera, Himsa, Love Lies Bleeding, Dark Tranquility, Fear Factory, God Forbid, Satyricon, Superjoint Ritual, Underoath, All That Remains, Soulfly, Nine Inch Nails, Blood Has Been Shed, Damageplan...
TECHNO

Mm. Too many to list. But Dieselboy, Tiesto, Oakenfold, Infected Mushroom, Above and Beyond, Delerium...to name a few.

Movies:

Dawn Of The Dead, Girl Interrupted, Donnie Darko, Fight Club, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Pulp Fiction, Butterfly Effect, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Television:

In all honestly...fuck television

Books:

I love any books by Dean Koontz...he's a great author.

Heroes:

David Draiman, Joey Jordison, Corey Taylor, Otep Shamaya

My Blog

Cayla And Yesi...

I'm sitting here at work in tears right now... I miss you guys so much. I miss my sisters. I have 2 songs that remind me of you guys. One for each of you, and they both send me into tears. And for som...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Wed, 23 May 2007 02:00:00 PST

If You Understand This...You Know Me Too Well...

Incoherent. It's all a matter of time before the pattern picks up again. I'm awaiting it's return. High hopes and crushed dreams. Craving irresistible lust. Bathe in sweat while bodies intertwine. T...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Sat, 05 May 2007 04:36:00 PST

You Guys Rock...

Otay. I absolutely adore the people I decided to keep around in my life. I made a decision recently that I need a change. After hangin' out with Gary the other night he made me realize some of the pe...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 01:29:00 PST

Overreaction...

Okay... Maybe that was a bit of an overreaction. But I'm still upset...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 01:28:00 PST

Maybe You're Better Off This Way...

Fuck you!!!!! I'm so tired of believing your lies. I'm so tired of believing you even when I know you're just feeding me bullshit. You're just a player, and right now I'm damn sure that's all you'll ...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 10:54:00 PST

Colt 45...

Blah!!!!! Colt 45 is good, yes it is... Chug away!...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:23:00 PST

I Hate You...

Is it really that awful? Am I? I guess nobody is ever happy. I guess you feel like I should be destined to suffer. I guess you feel like I deserve to listen to you try to make me feel like less of a ...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 07:55:00 PST

Here We Go...

This is bothering meI'm not aloud to feel this...Fuck ...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 06:57:00 PST

Burn...

YepBurnThat is all... ...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 04:32:00 PST

Happiness...

Life is good guysLife is goodBelieve it or not...I am actually happy ...
Posted by .Sweet.Surrender. on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:38:00 PST