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FeAr Is NoT ReAl!!

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I'm 6' tall. Blond hair, blue eyes. Athletic build. I crave experience. All i want to do is stuff that i've never done before. I like a variety of different things, that may seem paradoxical at times. I like to go to the gym and play sports, but i also like video games. But it makes perfect sense to me, because in truth.... i want to do everything. I have an awesome group of friends that i am close with. But i also like to be alone sometimes. I like to read, but i also like movies. I AM A HUGE ANIMAL LOVER! If you wanna know anything else, get back at me.

My Interests

I love music, movies, art...whatever. I also like sports and working out. Sometimes just being able to sit and have a nice conversation with someone is really cool. I love seeing growth in other people. Nothing makes me happier than seeing my friends happy and prosperous. I also love to party. I seek excitement and chaos. I'm a bit of an adrenaline junky. I'll try anything once. I love to eat!!!!

I'd like to meet:

Age, nationality, all that.... doesn't matter. I'm looking for open-minded people. I'm open to anything friends...contacts...or even if you just need to vent, whatever. I am looking for other people to experience life with. People who are trying to get out of the rat race and think for themselves. I am very out-going and social so i like that quality in other people. And a friend's gotta be up for anything... i hate hearing that someone is to scared trying new things (what ever they may be) because they don't understand or are embarrassed. Live life people! It is a precious gift meant to be experienced to the fullest. Fear is not real.

Music:

Give me whatever music you got. There isn't to much that I don't like. I can get down with anything from hip-hop (Jedi Mind Tricks, Heiroglyphics, Mos Def, Talib Kwali...) to experimental ambient (Aphex Twin, Square Pusher, Boards of Canada...). I like rock (Shine Down, Velvet Revolver, Modest Mouse...) and jazz also (Philidelphia Experiment, Sade...) And pretty much anything in between. I dont really get into pop or country too much. I love going to live shows. Take me to a show any show. GOOD TIMES!!!!

Movies:

For the most part i like horror, science fiction, stupid comedy, independent films and psycological thrillers. I can't really do the love stories or the long drawn out depressing movies. I know that sounds so stereo-typically male but i can't help it. I feel like i wasted my $$$ if i feel like i want to kill myself when i leave the movie.

Television:

I don't really watch to much TV. The most TV i watch is to play video games ( I know... I'm a huge dork...It's ok...You can say it.) But I do love Adult Swim on the Cartoon Network. Greatest TV show ever? The Family Guy!!!!! Simpson are pretty cool too. Aqua Teen Hunger Force is bad ass. I also have to admit, I like Everyone Loves Raymond. But besides video games, the most TV I watch is movies. God bless digital cable! 10 HBO's and 10 Cinemax's. Hell yeah!

Books:

I love to read, but the problem is i never know what kind of book i going to want to read. I read a lot of spiritual books (not religious), but i like stories to. I just finished Wicked (the life and times of the Wicked Witch of the West)... bad ass book, but kind of a hard read. Took me a while to finish it. Before that, I read The DaVinci Code and Angels and Demons. BAD ASS BOOKS!!!! My reading is so scattered though. I usually just get books passed on from friends that read them and said that they were good.

Heroes:

I don't have any particular heroes. My heroes are everyone who was ever told that they couldn't do something and that they were never going to amount to anything and still persued their goal. That is truly hard-core. But as far as idolizing one particular person....I can't pick anyone out.

My Blog

why can’t we make it work?

Well... I've taken a look back on the past blogs that I've written and it seems that that I am only motivated to write when things are bad.  I guess what they say is true.... pain is a great moti...
Posted by FeAr Is NoT ReAl!! on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:18:00 PST

i have to get rid of my dog....

i hate to have to say it, but i have to get rid of my dog.  i have come to realize that i just cannot provide a good home to her any more.  i work so much.  sometimes i don't come home ...
Posted by FeAr Is NoT ReAl!! on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 02:52:00 PST

Back to bite you in the ass...

     In my life, i  admit that I have made mistakes.  Lots of mistakes.  Lots of big mistakes.  But now as I grow up, I find that there are consequences to thos...
Posted by FeAr Is NoT ReAl!! on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 10:55:00 PST

it could happen to anyone...

Yes folks... i have been made a fool of.  In my short life i have been in some bad relationships, usually made bad by the way that i treated the person i was with.  But this time it was diff...
Posted by FeAr Is NoT ReAl!! on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 08:25:00 PST

recovery and relapse

this is the first time that i have felt that i have had anything to say that was worth writing down, so i will do my best not ot dissapoint.  Everytime in life that i think that i know something,...
Posted by FeAr Is NoT ReAl!! on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 12:07:00 PST