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I AM A SOPHISTICATED CLASSY DIVA. I LIVE MY LIFE TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY BECAUSE I HAVE LEARNED THERE IS ALWAYS GONNA BE ONE PERSON WHO DOESN'T LIKE YOU REGARDLESS OF WHAT. . I EMBRACE AND LOVE EVERYBODY WHITE, BLACK, ASIAN, MEXICAN, GAY, STRAIGHT, BI. IT DOESNT' MATTER TO ME. I REALLY FEEL SORRY FOR PEOPLE WHO LIVE THEIR LIVES BEING FILLED WITH IGNORANCE AND PREDGUDICE. IT TRULY SADDENS ME. WE ARE ALL GOD'S CHILDREN. I HATE IT WHEN HUMAN BEINGS TRY TO JUDGE ANOTHER, UNTIL U HAVE WALKED IN THEIR SHOES EVERY MOMENT OF EVERYDAY IN THEIR LIFE YOU CAN NOT SAY A WORD OR JUDGE ANOTHER MAN. WE HAVE ONE JUDGE AND ONE JUDGE ONLY 2 ANSWER TO. I AM AN ASPIRING MAKEUP ARTIST. I ALSO WORK A FULL TIME JOB AND TAKE CARE OF MY BEAUTIFUL BABIES ITS ALOT OF HATERS OUT THERE WHO DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU AT THE TOP THEY BREATHE OFF YOUR MISERY AND SECRETLY STAB AT YOUR SOUL WITH A KNIFE MY MESSAGE TO YOU ALL IS I AM SITTING HIGH ON MY THRONE BEING THE QUEEN I KNOW I AM SO KEEP ON HATING. God has blessed me in so many ways. Thru so many trials and tribulations I have found peace of mind is worth more than a billion dollars. I have always been very misunderstood for being unique. What I always say is you can not judge a book by its cover and let the ouside fool you. I might look as if I were born with a silver spoon in my mouth, but I was not by any means. I left home at such a young age and learned just how wicked this world could be. In the corner of my eye, I could always see the line of the fake ones waiting to decieve, praying constantly to keep the demons from getting the best of me. I know things I wish I did not kn ow and I have seen things I wish I had not seen. My life has been a journey and I thank God for all the suffering I edured because it has made me who I am today, strong, hard working, dedicated, grateful for everything. God is so good! He was there even when I was not there for myself. There are so many young girls out there who do not have mothers or fathers to take care of them. The road is rough I know. My message is do not ever let go, there is a brighter day thru God. So just keep the faith. When others hear my life story, I always get the same reaction.."I never would have guessed, you just look like you got it all together." The truth is I had absolutly nowhere to run to as a teenager. So I seen this world which appeared so golden from afar and it seemed to be the answer to all my pain and suffering. In the beginning I said just one day , that led to one week, then a month then 3 yrs. Money was a substitute for love and became my family, my best friend, my confident. I felt powerful, beautiful. I was in control. I was Queen! As time passed you realize the game does notlove me and I sure the hell don't love this game. Nothing is what it seems. From the outside looking in, It appeared so glamourous, until I was spun into the evil web of lies and greed. When everything is revolved around money there are no true friends. One night I came in the door on my knees crying out loud to God to please help me and send something that would change my life to the better. A week later I found out I was pregnant with my first child. I can honstly say that is the only thing that saved my life. Even tthru all the struggling and suufering and unendless mistakes, if I had a chance to change one thing I would not because I would not be the great human being I am today! Am I perfect? 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You did the crime, as unfair as it might be I'll be the one sentenced eternity 4 the time. Lord forgive me please, free me from these wicked thoughts running thru my mind. I know thou shall not kill. ...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 20:25:00 GMT

MY TROUBLED HEAD

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS 2 BE IN THE GAME, GETTIN MINE, GETTIN PAID..NOW ITS JUST A LOW DOWN SHAME 2 HAVE NOT A DAMN THING, ALL MY DREAMS THROWN AWAY, I WISH I COULD GO BACK 2 YESTERDAY.. 2 A PLACE WHERE...
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I thought I was dying

SO AS MOST OF YOU ALL KNOW I EXPERIENCED AN AWAKENING A FEW DAYS AGO.  IT BEGAN JUST LIKE ANY NORMAL DAY AS I GRABBED A BITE TO EAT AND RUSHED OUT OF THE DOOR FOR WORK.  A LITTLE VOICE INSID...
Posted by on Wed, 21 May 2008 17:26:00 GMT

already copy written, a sneak peak into my dark troubled mind

Don't Fly away dreams, my lifes become one complicated battle every passing moment to win although the devil gets the best of me over and over again. Now my voice cracks as I wipe my teary eyes over t...
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