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About Me

my band add =)http://www.myspace.com/scroterarule
Modern day Jeckyll and Hyde can accurately portray
me...Perfectly Flawed...walking and talking
contradicition..
Im quite the pathological liar aka deciever of the
wicked..though I prefer the term "actor" I tend to lie to
myself mainly,it keeps me sane....I will purposly fuck you
over and mess with your head and try to make your life a
fucking misery If I decide you are a evil person...If the
so called Christian cunt God can judge than I will
too..this will probably disturb you,but you disturb me
more with your lack of intelligence and degrading judging
view...you christians know deep down what I speak off..you
will never admit it,but I know it haunts you everynight,I
know I been there...If you want to break free and destroy
your pathetic faith and know the truth..then talk to me,I
can open your eyes to things that will change you forever
and your whole view on the world and life..Ignorance my be
bliss,but the truth is priceless agony that will never
ever leave,though it hurts I can sleep at night now
finally...soul at ease or mind at ease? fuck the soul,no
mind no soul,no soul=the greatest minds...
My nice side follows this to the death...
All your sins will help to make you strong
That I may seek rather to comfort, than to be comforted.
That I may seek to understand rather than to be understood
And help you break right through the prison wall
That I may seek to love, rather than to be loved,
for it is by self-forgetting that one finds,
it is by forgiving that one is forgiven
Keep all of me, the desires
That once burned me deep inside
Help me live today and help to give me grace
To carry out your ways
I am ready, help me be all I can be
I am ready, help guide me and keep me brave
I am responsible when anyone, anywhere
Reaches out for help, I want my hand to be there
I am responsible when anyone, anywhere
Reaches out for help, I want my hand to be there

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

anyone interested in achieving ego death...people interested in holocaust revisionism,psychology,the occult,religious history,and of course anyone with similar music taste to meeeee

My Blog

"THE DOORS OF PERCEPTION"

I finally just read "the doors of perception"  by ALDOUS HUXLEY finally,even better than I thought it would've been....these passages are the most accurate passages on ego death I've read,they are pri...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jun 2009 00:23:00 GMT

we dwell on the unimportant,until we realize what is important is almost dead and gone

Dream Theater-RepentanceHello, mirror, so glad to see you my friendIt's been a while...Staring at the empty page before meAll the years of wreckage running through my headPatterns of my life I thought...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 16:52:00 GMT

NEW POEM I JUST WROTE "A MIND FAR BEYOND FUCKED"

A over analytic philosopherthoughts control yet deniedlike jeckyl and hydeone cant forever keep this burning rage insidenothing to hideyet full of deceitan paradox of paradoxes that make even the most...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 08:47:00 GMT

PRISONER OF MIND..RELIGIOUS CUNTS I THANKYOU TO! (NEW POEM)

A PRISONER OF MINDA MIND IMPRISONEDPOTENTIAL,EXPECTATIONS,ABILITYDENIED BY THE GUARDS OF THOUGHTA THINKING HELL THE HELL OF THINKINGOBSESSING IN PAINRELIEF RELIEFJUST ONE MORE EUPHORIC ESCAPETO THE PA...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 12:25:00 GMT

psychonaut poem....just wrote it

And suddenly he found he wasntAn alter egothe harshest truththe weakest liecognitive and pre cognotive like Adam and Evedeceiver,hypocrite,pharisee or simply a born again JudasA serpent false witnes...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 21:08:00 GMT

INTENSE POETRY =)THERAPY BY WRITING...

TO EXORCISE THE MEMORY OF EACH HORRIFIC EVENTBURIED DEEP IN INSIDE MY MIND LIKE HARDENED CEMENTTO BE WEDDED TO A FALSE BELIEF MAKES ONE TREMBLE LIKE AN ASPEN LEAFA CLOSET CYNIC FROM A OUTPATIENT CLINI...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 21:22:00 GMT

POEM-THE BURDEN OF SHAME

A INFERIORITY COMPLETX CAUSES EXTRAMARITAL SEXTHE DEPRAVITY OF GUILTMALELOVENCE,ABONIATION,HURT,DESTROY,UNLUCKY,SINISTERTHO UGH THESE WORDS SEEM DIFFERENT THEY ARE THE SAME OF MEANINGJUST DIFFERENT INT...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 22:37:00 GMT

MOCK-HEROIC POEM FOR THE EUPHEMIOUS

ANGULAR DISPLACEMENT OR A MUTAL REPLACEMENT? ADDICTION,INFLICTION,PREDICTION OR MY OWN CRUXIFIXON? HIS OWN SOULS AS HIS CREATION APOSTHEOSIS?? I ACHEIVED APOSTHEOSIS AND BECAME MY OWN GOD A SAVIOUR O...
Posted by on Sat, 31 May 2008 19:39:00 GMT

Borderline Poetry-new one I just wrote read it =)

Identity,Selfbewilderment causes doubtthe suspense of the blackened gloomeven a incorpreal entity has a sense ofSELF IDENTITYgeneral paralysis of the insaneBelial so above thy mephistophelesA luminary...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 21:24:00 GMT

ERADICATION OF THEM ALL;

whores.       anti sluts. sluts are a waste of space? whats so good about sex? i hate sluts, sluts will die. i hate everybody in the fucking world. lets massacre them all :) who is wi...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 21:20:00 GMT