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time heals all wounds..but it can leave a nasty scar.this is a long winded diagram of all the things I am..for those lucky enough to not know the sorrid details of my life that have been immortalized in books and film..AND trash t.v...I'm kind of a celebrated dumbass N'er do well..after running my name on Wikepedia,Google, and Yahoo...I decided to get a myspace with my reality version of my colorful life..I cant change the past I can only embrace the future unabashedly..mix yourself a cocktail and read on......Im a fun loving gemini who walked away from the spotlight ..thinking it would be there forever..I was a minor celebrity with seminal 80's band THEATRE OF SHEEP..I went into self imposed romantic EXILE back to picturesque San Francisco(home of my first brush with fame as lead singer for the infamous NEGATIVE TREND)..my melodramatic love triangle followed..but my fans didnt unfortunately...it was one of those cases where years later you say to yourself WHAT WAS I THINKING?.but that neither here nor there...I stayed another 14 years until the late nineties in my infamous apartment on Fulton street which became known as the LOVEGUNLOUNGE..and was famous for wild-as-hell over the top parties as well as the notorious celebrities that flopped there..anyhuzen... one of my girlfriends said "If dying for love was like fucking for money , rezabek ,youre a whore with a heart of gold".still dont know what the hell that means but it makes a good quote so I'll go with it. I rock hard, I play harder. I dont plan to live forever and i wont.. I could be wrong but i think Im still kinda cool..had a helluva life..been kicked in the teeth by love a couple of times..but who hasnt..with a gut full of caffein i come up swinging again..Im all heart and no brains..I dont even know when Im being sarcastic anymore..I can laugh about anything now...I sincerely believe my stupid life story will someday be an epic coming of age film..everybody's got a story..mines just more compelling than most..you'll laugh you'll cry..it will become a part of you...strangely enough..As of late 2007 I am a recording artist again with MABUHAY RECORDS and headed down to do a few showcases in SF in early november 2007..I still have something to prove..if only to myself I singlehandedly killed disco in an alley fight outside an underage nightclub in portland Oregon called Mildreds Palace..thats my story an Im sticking to it..played in more bands than i can remember..way more..but dont get me wrong..Im not one of those "Band" guys...Im more evolved..so much more..I used to be rather androgenous an photogenic when i was younger..The iconic photos,the media buzz, my celebrity associations,..and being in the right place at the right time kind of shaped my life then..but now..now Im a funkyfresh single daddy to a magnificent 11 year old lil'monster named mak.I never have stopped believing in love..never will..keeps me young and vibrant and in a constant state of anticipation...its my lifeblood...and may well be my achilles...oh well..in short,..I thought I was above the flesh...but TIME FLIES WHEN YOURE FALLING DOWN..and I have taken some nasty spills mistaking LOVE and LUST...everyone hates a quitter!..I'm not one..I'm still looking for some especially functionally dysfunctional anorexic little miss queen of darkness to co-star in this movie...I had cast one but apparently she didnt want the part..I learned how wrong you can be when you think with your heart and take things for granted, but its all good now..I walked away with my head held high and a lovely little door prize named Mak(SEE;"ONE SMALL VICTORY" on music site "THE EMO VAULT")From the relationship..who is now my best friend and confidante..me and MAK are a package deal..until hes 18 anyway... dreamdate:.. bi-polar a plus,comedic timing a must..my hobbies include slurred speech,passing out, and reliving past glories .. just kidding..I still have all my teeth and hair and last time I went to the doc I was six foot four 180 pounds..okay 190 pounds..but I can still bring it...whatever "IT" is....I enjoy pretty much everything in moderation without too much guilt..I can cook and keep house as good as any single mom..I like the simplicity of leaving the volvo parked and wheeling around the hawthorne district on bikes...I have a new and profound respect for the relatively good health Ive been blessed with... i love the new days..the new ways,any day above ground is a gift,..I have great respect for the old days and honor all the surviving old schoolers..i have nothing to lose so i wont,nothing to gain so i dont..here goes nothing..again.here goes nothing..again...soooooo... If you would like to see some of me and Mak's collaborative artwork or hear and eclectic mix of tunes from PUNK 77 to 80'S SYNTH POP to "Organic homegrown accoustic front porch music"(as one critic described it)in the late 90's to the recent resserection of THEATRE OF SHEEP..and now with the upcoming re-release of "PUNK LEGEND ROZZ REZABEK" on the new label...Im off to play a couple showcase gigs in my beloved SAN FRANCISCO at the beginning of NOV.2007..visit ANY these sites...as you will notice, they are my top 8 friends on every page.... MORHINE HAPPY MEAL LOVEGUNLOUNGE ZOMBIE WHOREHOUSE THE EMO VAULT ROZZ REZABEK ALLEY OF THE DOLLS KEBAZER and of course..THEATRE OF SHEEP.yes i do have a life outside myspace..just wanted to put up a big catalog of tunes.. I didnt necessarrily put up all the best songs and jimi and I are culling thru 100's of other songs to put out "MORE FLAMES" A part 2 companion to "OLD FLAMES"..requests are gladly taken..just dont ask for "POO-POO-PEE PEE PARTY" with rob o' hearn.. frankly Im really more into writing these days and have over five hundred and thirty blogs written ..some funny rock-n-roll stories, some pure fiction and some minutia of my splendid wonderful world...which I hope to someday share with a very special someone...but Im not one to settle for a warm fuzzy...I only wanna be with the strongest ,smartest and funniest women ..and maybe someday..well lets not get ahead of ourselves....and thats my story..whats yours?