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About Me

i am straightforward yet colorful, clever and weird, comical yet very severe. i am macabre in my fascinating ways, lethargic most of the times, though i can be vibrant in ways that i articulate. i know what i need to want and i rest in a sober space of a never ending emotion. in that explicit exasperation, i find solace. there i contemplate on modest matters that the populace often ignore, dubious thoughts that i merge most of the time, even if the contest only exists in my solitude. i breathe with music, i adore harmonic screams, they are faultless companions in my times of sorrow and isolation. i smile at the sight of brilliance because it rarely visits.. i like surrealism because there is a dreamer inside of me... sometimes i move in slowmotion because i just like to, eventhough i know that we live in a perfectly fast-paced world.. i hate changing, i put change in perfect detestation because i fear to be altered, despite the fact, i know that to modify do noticeably subsist. then again, i agreed to myself that i am subject to ammend, but with a demand that i will only bend myself for my own sake..and nobody elses... and oh.. i think im different... i am different..im dying to be with my girlfriend.. i wanna see her smile.. touch her hand.. hold her close.. and know how it feels when shes beside me.. and im crazy for her..we'd make ordinary stuffs soooo special...we will define what love is...

My Interests

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lately i linger in the depths of despair, down and crestfallen searching for ways to raise myself from the crisis i am intune with, but i am positive that i will exeed this setback on my way to self worthiness.. i know someday i will meet self rectitude..and i did met my destiny.. my match.. my soulmate.. she brought color to my blood red, gray and black monochromatic world.. and in the darkness where i stayed for so long.. she pitched in light and made me see the beauty in things.. beauty within.. that i.. a beast by definition.. could be loved and can love like this.. i love you steph!!!

i have my crew.. cheers for themm my comrades and friends..
and if you think you are part of my world.. join me there..

multiply site:
http://idiotech.multiply.com

myspace:
http://www.myspace.com/pao_springbreak

My Blog

hell!!!!!

someone's f*ckin with my profile.. multiply and myspace... f*ck it!!! to hell with him who dares to f*ck the idiotech's profile... im gonna get you you a*swipe! f*ck you!!!
Posted by pao on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 03:47:00 PST

a year later..

same scene... different characters... same actor.. i hate it... this is from last year.. this is what i wrote.. "just when i stood up.. i fell again.. like a kid learning to stand on his own.. now the...
Posted by pao on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 11:04:00 PST

learning to stand...

just when i stood up.. i fell again.. like a kid learning to stand on his own.. now there's someone who i suppose is teaching me how to ride a friggin bike without side wheels.. thanks.. its hard to r...
Posted by pao on Sat, 08 Oct 2005 09:05:00 PST

skate and slam gig review

ow yeah... damn.. the gig was so fuckin great.. hope agape, saw us play.. next time.. come early guys.. nah.. just kiddin.. we love you.. anyfuckinways, our set (for me) was damn a memorable one.. tha...
Posted by pao on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 01:10:00 PST

skate and slam gig

tomorrow's wer gonna come back to bulacan to play a gig... there wer with our old friends although were gonna introduce embrace elena to them... cant wait.. also on thursday were gonna play at mayric'...
Posted by pao on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 08:25:00 PST

expectant dreams cut short

i dreamt of you, we were sweet, we were conqering the world... dreamt of you so loud.. you woke me up. now im back to reality, in which i thought we could escape.. then again.. i was expecting too muc...
Posted by pao on Mon, 12 Sep 2005 04:51:00 PST

oh damn... finally...

o damn.. finally.. i had the friggin time to organize my account.. after em funkie monkie gig and all.. ohh by the way, me and my band are onto alabang this sat. sept the 17th, i hope we cud give...
Posted by pao on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 04:15:00 PST