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Nick Rivers

If i could swim, I'd swim out to you in the ocean, swim out to where you were floating in the dark.

About Me

whateverlife.com
you'll find i like to try something .d.i.f.f.e.r.e.n.t. once in a while
My name is elizabeth,
but most people call me beth.
i actually don't like the name beth very much, but it doesn't really matter what people call me, it's just a name.
I know who i am, and if i want to change, why does that have to be everyone else's problem? it's not like it's their life or they can control me, if i want to do something, i'll do it. there really is nothing you can do about it. i'm pretty sure the whole world of East Grand Rapids is ridiculous too. it's full of gossiping fakes. i'm not all about the fakes. you shouldn't have to pretend to be someone your not so that people like you. you should be able to just be yourself and be comfortable knowing that people love you for who you are. with that said..
i care more about other people than myself. especially my friends and people i love.
i'm the oppisite of myself... i love being around people, but i love being alone. i love to smile, but it helps to cry. i like to listen to music, but i love silence. i like to talk to people, but i push people away. i like being .., but being outside is better. i like feeling important, but i love my own space.
i don't like mushrooms. i like hawaiian bbq chicken pizza. i don't like gross things. i hate spiders. i love sushi. i can't be fake. i'm know to be a bitch sometimes. everyone can be a bitch sometimes though. i'm an honest person. i don't like lying. everyone needs friends, but i feel like i don't really get along with mine all the time. i love going on vacation. i miss mexico and all the people there. i can speak spanish. i can talk on the phone for more than 4 hours strait.. i am a pretty random person.
i can get hurt easily, but also be fine at the same time. i have troubles showing emotions sometimes to the ones i love. i'm kinda a blunt person though..which isn't always good for me. i'm really good at pushing people away even if i want them closer. i'm good at blocking people out of my life, even if they are my life. i can have some harsh mood swings, but i can also be a really nice person if i like you or am friends with you.
i speak my mind. i don't let people tell me what to do or what not to do. it's my life to make my own choices. i enjoy loud music. and concerts. but i'm not a fan of rap.
i just recently got over a starbucks addiction, but it's still there a little bit. i'm easy going most of the time. i'm a girl, which makes me emotional. i have two dogs, that i love. i have two sisters and one brother. my oldest sister had a baby in december. he's so cute.
i believe life is better with limes. and limes are better than lemons.
i don't like fake people. and i don't like bitches, unless it's for a good reason. i've done things i'm not proud of. i've done things i'll always remember. i am myself around my friends but an angel around my parents. i like most people, even if my friends say i hate half the world. i don't know what else to say, so just IM me if you want to talk.
aim=redhottbabe357
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WHOA HOW CRAZY!

My Interests

slurpees, snow, fires, marshmellows, hot chocolate, shorts, poka dots, stripes, rainbows, flowers, pink roses, mud football, mud soccer, laying in the middle of the street, watching the stoplight change, romantic guys, cuddling, kisses, hugs, coloring books, crayons, fun names, bikinis, running around naked, making things, texting, sodapop, cooking, hearts & stars, online conversations, conversations with andrew & ethan, conversaitons in general, parties, taking pictures, shopping, boys, skateboarding, music, friends, MY CELL PHONE of course, the beach, concerts, just driving around with friends, watching movies, laughing, rollerblading, playing video games, swearing, swimming, water polo, crew, beach volleyball, being out on my boat laying out, starbucks, being outside, playing/dancing in the rain, thunderstorms when i'm with someone else, looking out at the stars, swinging on swings, getting stuck in tube slides, talking, meeting new people, eye jestures, body language, love

I'd like to meet:

a guy that would actually like me for who i am, not what i look like.
someone i can spend hours talking to about nothing.
a guy won't just have me there but hold me close.
who isn't afraid to hold my hand or kiss me in front of his friends.
someone i can learn to love.
and who will always be there for me.
he won't just be like everyother one.
and won't be afraid to hold me in his arms while i cry about every little thing that bothers me.
a guy who isn't scared to say "i love you" or tell me how he really feels.
someone that has the corny yet amazing things to say to me at all the right times, to make me laugh and smile.
a guy who would take care of me when i'm not feeling good or at least come see me and try to cheer me up.
who thinks i'm the best, even though i'm far from perfect.
a guy who knows that there's a reason we fit so nicely together when we're in each others arms.
and who would do anything to be with me, as i would to be with him.
someone who won't walk all over me.
and a guy that won't hurt me.


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Music:

MADINA LAKE, Cute is What we Aim For, Bright Eyes, Matisyahu, This Providence, The Spill Canvas, Chicago, Morningwood, Rise Against, Nirvana, The Pink Spiders, Jacks Mannequin, The Summer Obsession, The Postal Service, Something Coorporate, Spitalfield, Avenged Sevenfold, Angels and Airwaves, +44, Blink 182, Boxcar Racer, System of a Down, Vigilantes, LaDispute, Less Than Jake, Minor Adjustment, Le Tigre, The Matches, Panic! at the Disco, The Used, Hellogoodbye, The Lostprofits, The Misfits, Led Zeppelin, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Guns n' Roses, Bob Marley, Eagle Eye Cherry, TECHNO, Journey, Red hot Chilli Peppers, Anti-Flag, NOFX, Sublime, Taking Back Sunday, Blue October, 30 Seconds to Mars, Hawthorne Heights, Fall Out Boy, The Academy Is, Motion City Soundtrack, The Fray, Armor For Sleep, All American Rejects, Death Cab for Cutie, New Radicals, From First to Last, Jack Johnson, Johnny Cash, Relient K, Dashboard Confessional, MCFLY, The Skies Revolt, The Mars Volta, Smashing Pumpkins, Hawk Nelson, The Hush Sound, The Sounds, ZebraHead, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Audition, Rage Against the Machine, CoalBlack Horse, Ivan, Tokyo Rose, Authority Zero, Petent Pending

Movies:

Step Up, TMNT, The Notebook, The Family Stone, The Incredibles, James Bond Movies, Donny Darko, She's The Man, Pirates of the Caribbean, In The Mix, Tristen and Isolde, Predator, Friday the 13th, Freddie v. Jason, Nightmare on Elmstreet, Envy, School of Rock, Office Space, HARRY POTTER, School House Rock, Enemy of the State

Television:

8th & Ocean, Family Guy, Adult Swim, Laguna Beach, Lost, Law & Order, Grey's Anatomy, The Hills

Books:

The Truth About Forever, Dreamland, Someone Like You, This Lullaby, That Summer, Keeping the Moon, Just Listen, TTYL, TTFN, L8R G8R, Blue is for Nightmares, White is for Magic, Silver is for Secrets

Heroes:

Sora && Andrew Bradley Legg
&& James Bond && Johnny Depp
&& Jared Leto && Tommy Lee Jones

My Blog

every girl wants a boy to sing a certain song to her

this is the song i want someone to sing to me....   Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside share ...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:13:00 PST

this is a sad story..that everyone should read.

Alli and I wrote this just a little bit ago over AIM...     There was once this boy and girl. The girl was really pretty and the boy was cute...and emo.  The boy worked hard to make a ...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 06:13:00 PST

let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful

+44 LYRICS No It Isn't Please understand This isn't just goodbye This is I can't stand you This is where the road crashed into the ocean It rises all around me And now we're barely breathing A thousan...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 10:12:00 PST

why won't you tell me that it's almost over?

Hello Loves, I haven't wrote one of these things in a really long time so i better catch up. So, this past weekend on Saturday the 11th, Alli, Cathy and I went to the Angels & Airwaves concert at ...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 12:49:00 PST

the I.V. and your hospital bed, this was no accident...

PANIC! AT THE DISCO FREAKIN' OWNED YOUR ASS! hahaha, no really....it was sweet..cha'll shoulda been therehaha it was the first concert i went to with alli, that i actually was with alli the whole time...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 07:15:00 PST

you say you wanted more..what are you waiting for?

hello loves, 30 seconds to mars, yes, that concert OWNED!!!one of the best i've been too.i almost pass out a couple of times though.it was just SSOOO hot in the front.i was about 2nd/3rd row i wo...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 02:03:00 PST

yeah, my baby's pretty as a car crash

hello loves, Guess what??i'm finally going to go on the diet i've always wanted to go on!!don't worry, i'm not going to stop eating or anything..i'm just going to start eating healthy,and not snack a...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 07:14:00 PST

boy, i gotta shake you off...

Hello Loves, This will be a very pointless 'blog' i'm pretty sure...but i'm bored and not too many people are online at midnight to talk to. So, recently i've been staying at my sister's condo, becaus...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 09:08:00 PST

it's summer time once again

hey all, it's summer time baby. and i'm pumped!! this summer will rock!! wanna hear what i have planned so far?   minor adjustments concert tomorrow, then i go to my sisters for 10 days which wil...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 02:10:00 PST

I MADE ONEE

hey everyone...yeah i made a myspace, finally aren't you proud? i am..so yeah, i'm still working on it, cuz i don't really know everything yet..so yeah sorry for the lack of "coolness" in it..it'll ge...
Posted by Nick Rivers on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 08:49:00 PST