Jan-Jan

eist.. JAN-JAN here.. pronounced as yan-yan.. sounds like food huh?! hmmm.. i'm a type of person who is easy to get along with.. i'm very approachable.. caring.. nice.. shy?? i love to make people happy.. i want to see them smile.. my friends tell me that i'm an o.c... always want my things to be organized.. i rarely sleep.. i just listen to the music.. watch tv.. and think.. yup yup!! i think whenever i'm alone.. thinking about anything i want to happen in my life.. what would happen.. what should've happened.. and what could've happened.. i love to gaze up in the dark sky.. imagining how it is to fly.. to be free from the problems in life.. hoping to be a star.. shining.. twinkling.. and giving light to the mysterious night.. people staring at you waiting for you to fall.. wish.. wish.. wishing for a luck in life.. what am i saying?! sheeshh!! well.. i keep a journal.. a journal containing memories.. the ups and downs in my life.. the happy and dull moments of every day.. what had happened and how they happened.. i compare myself to a car.. sometimes i'm on the go.. sometimes i need to be towed.. i love cars.. i'm obsessed with them.. the body that knocks me off my feet.. the speed that threw me up and away to the evergreen.. and the sound that sheds life to my fantasy.. wait.. this is starting to sound like a song already.. talking about music.. i just love it.. it's my company when i'm alone from morning to afternoon until night and even in sleep.. it makes me smile whenever i'm sad.. i just cannot live without it.. it is quite long now.. i better go.. thanks for the time.. love you all!! world peace!!