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Matt

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About Me


I'm Matt. I'm from Bridgeton NJ, but I'm stuck in Indiana because I fell in love with the woman of my dreams and ended up marrying her. But, I did stupid stuff and hurt her, and as of this January....She divorced me. If I had one wish it would be to be find true love. I thought I found it....but things are kind of messed up now. :( It aint all bad...God has worked through this situation and is working in me. God is love and I found him...So I guess I did find true love. :) I just still want that person on earth...my wife/a wife. Anyway..... I like all sports, poetry, candle lit dinners, long walks on beaches, but most of all I like you. ;) I haven't played on the computer for a minute so if you know me and see my name on here....holla at your boy.
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I have a job working with troubled kids. Started out in a group home...was a case manager. Now I'm back at the group home. I'm a laid back guy who likes to have fun. I used to party all the time drinking Hennessy and smoking my blacks, but I'm chilling on that and trying to get my priorities straight. I like all sports. I like to play madden on ps2. I like poetry. I like History....umm And that's about it.
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I'd like to meet:

I want to meet you. Write me. U know u want to....it'll make you feel good. everybody's doing it. why u fight it u know u'll like it. Hey if nobody knows it's allright. I won't tell if you won't. It'll be our little secret.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Matt
Birthday: Vetrens Day
Birthplace: Vineland, NJ
Current Location: Anderson, IN
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 6ft
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
The Shoes You Wore Today: Timbs
Your Weakness: highs
Your Fears: hights
Your Perfect Pizza: lots of cheese, deep dish
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM:
Thoughts First Waking Up: Oh hell, what time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature: hair, eyes? I don't know
Your Bedtime: I'm disfunctional right now due to work.....usually 10-11am
Your Most Missed Memory: playing war as with my friends growing up. or playing city league basketball
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: I could live off either
Single or Group Dates: Depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don't know. I usually don't do tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends....strawberry is better though
Cappuccino or Coffee: Wawa cappuccino
Do you Smoke: nope not no more. YAY ME
Do you Swear: occasionally
Do you Sing: while I'm driving
Do you Shower Daily: yeah...it makes me smell nice and is my time to relax
Have you Been in Love: I don't want to talk about it : (
Do you want to go to College: No 5 1/2 yrs was enough
Do you want to get Married: I don't want to talk about it : (
Do you belive in yourself: I do now
Do you get Motion Sickness: nah
Do you think you are Attractive: how many drinks the girl got in her? I'm playing yeah I think so.
Are you a Health Freak: nah
Do you get along with your Parents:
Do you like Thunderstorms: they're ok
Do you play an Instrument: nah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nah
In the past month have you Smoked: nah
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nah
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nah....damn....I'm boring as hell lol
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos: In my whole life I've probably ate a couple, but not in one sitting
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: why?
In the past month have you been on Stage:&..39;
In the past month have you been Dumped: kind of
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Are you sick....it's winter
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Yeah I'm obnoxious. I take random things.
Ever been Drunk: Yeah when I drank....I drank with a purpose
Ever been called a Tease: Yeah
Ever been Beaten up: nah
Ever Shoplifted: nah
How do you want to Die: quick
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: happy
What country would you most like to Visit: lots....one with castles, germany, egypt, australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green, blue
Favourite Hair Color: depends
Short or Long Hair: depends on the girl, but not too short
Height: not picky on this either, but short girls are cute
Weight: don't really care, but not too big
Best Clothing Style: short skirts.....shirts that show their belly button
Number of Drugs I have taken: oh hell confession time.....6 real drugs plus pills. I know...I was bad in college
Number of CDs I own: a decent amount. Who's going to count
Number of Piercings: I used to have 4 in both ears....now just 1
Number of Tattoos: none, but maybe if I got some $$$ when I see Avi again
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I could think of a bunch....but God's used them all and they've made me who I am. So none I guess

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Music:

Anything from Tupac,to JayZ, to NAS, to Bob Marley, to Jimmy Hendrix, to Pink Floyd, to Dave Mathews, to Wu-Tang, To Red and Meth, to Aerosmith. -----------"In your eyes" to Smallville clips In Your Eyes

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Movies:

Pulp Fiction, Cruel Intentions, The Usual Suspects, Fear and Lothing Las Vegas, Milo and Otis :)

Television:

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My Blog

Not good

Yo.....I just finished the longest most emotional days ever. I was totally useless. i broke down and had to cry in the back of the officed multiple times in the morning. There was drama after drama po...
Posted by Matt on Wed, 28 May 2008 01:52:00 PST

No rest....not even in sleep.....

Yesterday....I didn't and still don't want to talk about yesterday. So when I got home I took a xanax fed animals and myself and went to bed. Just as I was waking up this morning....I saw it was still...
Posted by Matt on Wed, 28 May 2008 05:37:00 PST

Labor Day 2

Yo, whats up with me. I go to burger king to get dinner and I lose it.....just straight lose it the whole ride there. Somehow I gather my composure and go inside to get fatter (yet another unhealthy c...
Posted by Matt on Tue, 27 May 2008 05:11:00 PST

long sickly weekend

I have been sick.....just sick and drained all weekend. I don't feel right. :(  Today has been terrible. I've been in fall/holiday form.....crying at the drop of a hat for commercials or songs. M...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 26 May 2008 03:58:00 PST

Lost, broken, dead

It's coming up on that time of year.......They time when Randie left to go to her parents......the marriage counseling.....the statement of serving me papers....the refusing to talk ot me anymore beca...
Posted by Matt on Wed, 21 May 2008 08:47:00 PST

I’m at a loss....

I'm just not dealing well. Can't decide on how to deal. As much as I'd like to not care and just get drunk and high and screw the consequences.....I can't do it. Don't get me wrong, I'd love to. I jus...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 19 May 2008 03:22:00 PST

Can’t sleep

I can't sleep....I can't sleep I can't sleep.......What's worse is that I can't stop thinking.....thinking about everything. I just want to sleep yo. I swear, I can't go through the whole not sleeping...
Posted by Matt on Mon, 19 May 2008 08:08:00 PST

exciting weekend

This weekend suck. I don't know what to do with myself. All I did was kill people in Grand Theft  Auto 4. lol  Just an anticlimactic weekend. Nothing really to look forward to....just spare ...
Posted by Matt on Sun, 18 May 2008 12:03:00 PST

I was wrong

Ok....so Tara was right. I am not over Randie. I still love her.....I just can't help it. I knew things wouldn't work out despite wanting them to. Hell, I can't give her (or any girl for that matter) ...
Posted by Matt on Fri, 16 May 2008 04:30:00 PST

Numb...I wish!

I hate feeling like this.....I hate feeling. I'm determined to not care. To just be numb and not give a crap about anyone or anything. It just doesn't work to well, no matter how hard I try. Anger and...
Posted by Matt on Wed, 14 May 2008 06:58:00 PST