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£¥Z

I like you better when you are not around.

About Me

I am not my myspace page. I am not depicted by silly words and pretty pictures. Don't think that by reading all this you can know me, the truth is you dont and likly never will.
If you want to get to know me, imagine the most wild and untamed thing you can imagine. And theres a glimsp into who i am. I am the wild horse, and you'll never catch me.i believe in laughter.
i belive in speaking out.
i believe in individuality.
Dont follow the crowd if you dont want to. Be your own person.
i believe we all have our place in the world.
That we will eventually find that place one way or another. Life does not have a plan for us, but only lessons we must learn. We must take the path to learn these lessons.
I believe in love of any kind, color, gender, or race.
You cannot define love by what color your skin is, whether or not you are a boy or a girl, you cant even define love by what race you are. Love is untouched and untainted by society, the way it should be. So let us love who we choose.
i also believe that you dont know me, and probably never will.
To know someone you have to do more than look at their myspace page and say more than two words to them in the hall. You have to see their life through another set of eyes, you have to be there for their hurt and their happiness. To know someone you have to be able to say you were there at their weakest moment in time.
I am who i choose to be.
Even through the worlds boundaries and laws i am still exactly as i should be. I do not conform to being what is accepted, that goes against who i am and what i stand for. I believe everyone should think and act for themselves not matter what or who they are. Do not let the world define you, but instead define the world. If your world is colorless find a box of crayons and color it. If someone breaks your crayons, go by new ones. Persevere, it's the only way to get to where you need to be. It is the only way to achieve true happiness.
a Be something beautiful
Fall in love
Friendship matters.

Be wild and untamable like the wind.
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My Interests


Music, laughter, people, love, peace, truth, drinking, drawing, art, painting, video games, mud fights, kissing, boys, girls, colors, smoking, movies, Lacrosse, swimming, animals, philosophy, languages, piercings, tattos, the occult, surviving the night.

I'd like to meet:

Someone different...someone like me.

The People

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Music:


Alien Ant Farm, Blink 182, Cold, Disturbed, Evanescence, Finch, From Autumn To Ashes, Green Day, Incubus, Linkin Park, Lost Prophets, Metallica, Marilyn Manson, Nirvana, NOFX, Seether, Senses Fail, Smile Empty Soul, Something Corperet, Smashing Pumpkins, Sublime, Sugercult, Three Days Grace, Thursday, No Address, Queens of the Stone Age, Bad Religion, The Beatles, Super Tramp, Pink Floyd, Mest, Nickleback, Geoffrey Paris, HIM, 10 Years, Blue October, Coheed and Cambria, Crazy Town, Dredg, Everlast, Foreigner, Hollywood Undead, Jimmy Eat World, Snow Patrol, Sum 41, The Cars, The Distillers, The Killers, Prodigy, Wumpscut, Clit 45, Zeromancer, Freezerpop, Suicide Commando.

Movies:


Corpse Bride, Fight Club, The Craft, The Crow, Gladiator, Frailty, Blade, Vampire Clan, Secondhand Lions, Amityville Horror, Silent Hill, Half-Baked, The Hills Have Eyes, Dead Silence, TMNT, The Black Dahlia, Day of the Dead, Dawn of the Dead, Night of the Living Dead, Blade I II III, The Adams Family.

Television:


i dont watch alot of TV. Usually just stuff on Comedy Central or Adult Swim.

Books:


Speak Laurie Ann Halse, Bag of Bones by Stephen King, If I Should Die Before I Wake by Han Nolan, Cut by Patricia McCormick, The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold, City of The Dead by Brian Keene, Gingerbread by Rachel Cohn.

Heroes:

Mairlyn Manson

Brad Nowell

Billy Corgan

Marilyn Monroe

Mary Magdalan

My Blog

Beautiful.

Who are we without those around us? Stand not for who you were but who you are now. Quit looking at others and critizing them for their flaws, look at yourself. See what you can fix in yourself not i...
Posted by £¥Z on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 07:27:00 PST

Love

I guess this is the beginning of something new. Finally i seem to be starting a new chapter in my life. I feel like i am not longer the starry eyed nothing i used to be, but now a somebody, a whole ne...
Posted by £¥Z on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 03:11:00 PST

Can you see inside my garden?

I find myself living here inside a world filled with eons of hate and pain. And somehow i find the strength and courage to love one more time. I am not sure how i do it or what i do it to prove. All i...
Posted by £¥Z on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:47:00 PST

It's Time

And now it is time for me to move on from the shadows of my parents and into the light. I cant say that my life is going to be perfect out of here but at least i am giving myself a new chance at my li...
Posted by £¥Z on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 02:50:00 PST

Comprehend

Striving for my own perfectionNot recognizing the picture in the albumStill hiding behind these stoned eyesHoping you'll never see me for what i am Living in slow motionThe world can't seem to turn fa...
Posted by £¥Z on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 03:06:00 PST

Not what's Expected

A taste of loveSipping beauty from this paper cupI know i was never what you expectedForgive me for being flawed I cant always say i am sorryI'll never say the worlds lies are truthToo busy writing my...
Posted by £¥Z on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 02:56:00 PST

And So I Ran

I ran away monday night. Foolish as some may say. But a statment as good as any i could think of. Actions speak louder than most words when comes to my family, when it comes to this unbearable house a...
Posted by £¥Z on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:35:00 PST

Grow

Suddenly my Mothers parenting skills fall away from her. The real question is she beginning to realize that i am beginning to become something far from what she can accept as an adult or a person. Sh...
Posted by £¥Z on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 02:49:00 PST

Butterflies

We're spending time debating ourselves, our history, who we are, where we come from. What does it all matter? Yeah, the information is interesting and all but frankly who am i to care at all. I spend ...
Posted by £¥Z on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 05:03:00 PST

Listen

I am scared, horriendiously mortified. I am well.. falling in love. Yes, i have succeeded to do it again. To fall fast and hard in love with a boy. But this one is amazing. And truth is i am hardcore...
Posted by £¥Z on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 08:04:00 PST