your eyelids close when your around me to shut me out |
so thank you everyone who has sent messages asking if i was ok and demanding a new blog i must say life is not going too good for me,but im struggling and hoping that life will shine some light my way...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Aug 2009 08:21:00 GMT |
not worth any of you especially her |
so anyways im not going to lie im not doing too good...i feel like my world is crumbling down to the ground theres like 2 people i even talk to anymore about my problems and she doesnt actually care.....
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 12:28:00 GMT |
And if you expect too much of me you might not be let down |
so anywho wow i did not realize so many people look forward to reading my blog thank you to everyone asking for a new one and the outpour of concern for my well being im glad someone cared .... So no...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 07:04:00 GMT |
why am i so pathetic i know you wont forget it |
so anyways im sorry about the suicide thing i am at a low time right now hopefully everyone can forgive my selfishness kristi im more sorry than you can ever imagine i love you so much please dont giv...
Posted by on Fri, 29 May 2009 14:17:00 GMT |
all police are paranoid |
so here i am its after the gavin rossdale show wow we it was awesome even though matt left me but it rained and it was amazing i cried when he played this one song from institute im going to in i got ...
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 19:10:00 GMT |
excuse me while i kill myself ill see you in hell excuse me while i put your bullets in my gun |
so anyways depression is kicking in and i must say it sucks ass ,my world is spinning out of control things arent planned anymore they just seem to happen and thats cool but its scary.......anyways to...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:50:00 GMT |
your the only thing i like about me |
so anyways...... my life is so fucking full of all this fucking turmoil new chapters opening and i am not prepared.... the one good chapter opening up is definatly moving away from the nazi though it...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 19:17:00 GMT |
now im feeling stranger bloodsoaked shatted and sore |
wow last night was one of the best nights of my life we and by we i mean feltner james and i and warren for a little while but thats besides the point anyways we went thinking ok theres a bday thing g...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 16:45:00 GMT |
i waste away from all the pain for you id kill myself again |
so anyways my life fucking sucks right my stepdad is a nazi douchebag and i think he is lying about the trailor on campbell staion anyways alot of personal shit happening and i cant explain gotta go b...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 13:56:00 GMT |
turned away in disgrace felt the chill up on my face |
so anyways here i am for all the people who have sent me frantic messages asking if im still alive i am and i am here i have no internet connection so its hard for me to get online im at jcs parents h...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 19:02:00 GMT |
