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~*Holly*~

if you're not gonna let me sleep you have to at least let me put coffee in my cup

About Me


Prozac nation got it right, people function from day to day, never really living, never taking opportunities or chances. Well here is to taking chances, fucking up, fixing them and fucking up again. In the end you can come out on top, kepping your head up realizing you are a good person no matter what. Carpe Diem and all that hullabaloo.
Always live life, always be there for others, and always... no matter what be yourself. People will hate you for what you aren't, but love you for who you are. Never settle and never sell yourself short.
To live with the conscious knowledge of the shadow of uncertainty, with the knowledge that disaster or tragedy could strike at any time; to be afraid and to know and acknowledge your fear, and still to live creatively and with unstinting love: that is to live with grace. (PHA)
"So please believe that I am shy in my defeat. You know, I'll say that I've been fine, but no, I'm lying through my teeth. I need a spark, I need a fire, I need confetti from the sky, I need you here, tonight, these broken ribs are biting me inside." (single file)
"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them." (GA)

My Interests

Rock climbing and anything to do with the outdoors, my job of course, and spending time at the gym.....

I'd like to meet:


I want to meet someone who stands up for what they belive in, their actions and the consequences of those they partake in. Someone who knows themselves and what they want in life.
There comes a point in life when you evaluate the people who suround you. You evaluate who matters, who doesn't, who never did, and who always will.

Music:

I can listen to anything, a big fan of indie and folk. I currently listen to a LOT of Techno.

Movies:

The first half of Full Metal Jacket, all three Saw movies, Kill Bill, V for Vendetta

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Family Guy; anything that can catch my attention.

Books:

A couple of books on investments, social reconstruction and in many instances deonstruction.

Heroes:

My dad of course, who else would I put.

My Blog

And it begins....

"Let's have a merry journey, and shout about how light is good and dark is not. What we should do is not future ourselves so much. We should now ourselves. "Now thyself" is more important than "know t...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 07:19:00 PST

Stuff you find when you pack....

So I am packing and have been for past two days and finally made it into the outer east jesus regions of my walk in closet.  On the floor I found one of my old journals and within the first few p...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Fri, 25 May 2007 07:41:00 PST

And the verdict is....

So guys here is the tenative game plan... I love you all so much but I am really at the point where I need to make a change in my life and with much thought have decided to move to Stafford in or aro...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 01:42:00 PST

Couple of things....

Well I should be sleeping... but here is a recap of the last couple of days... We have been all over the county and placed in service a whole heck of a lot.... Transported a couple of people, trained ...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 07:43:00 PST

Things to be thankful for......

I am so excited... yesterday was my first day at company 5 and I loved it. My partners are great and the people there are so nice.  I am going to be able to learn so much from them!!! Yesterday d...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 01:54:00 PST

My uterus is falling out and all that good stuff......

So yeah, its one of those days.... my uterus is falling out, I have horrible PMS like a mo-fo and want to eat EVERYTHING in sight.  Oh well one of those great things that go along with boobs........
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 06:40:00 PST

Bye Bye Blonde

Alrighty.... going for a change, GOODBYE BLONE HAIR.  So about six years ago I started dying my hair..... naturally a light brunette and then a blonde.... so I got addicted and kept doing it and ...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 08:00:00 PST

Just holding on....

December 4...... December 4........  just trying to keep my head up and hold on and wait.... and think that in just about a month everything will be better... my life... my so called relationship...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 12:36:00 PST

Whew!

So yesterday I signed my conditional hire with Stafford County Fire and Rescue and passed the polygraph.  Right now just waiting on the start date!!!! I am so excited to be finally doing a job th...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 09:59:00 PST

Darfur....

A lot of people read my blogs because of the rants and ideas that I share. It is time to change pace.  Read this one because it is important, and few know about it, read it because every life is ...
Posted by ~*Holly*~ on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:01:00 PST