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noel fickle

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About Me

I'm not afraid of standing still. I'm just afraid of being bored. I'm not afraid of speaking my mind. I'm just afraid of being ignored. I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying. I'm just afraid of losing. And I am afraid of dying. I'm not afraid of being sick. I'm more afraid of being well. I'm not afraid, Put the gun in my hand. I'm just afraid it will hurt like hell. I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying. I'm just afraid of forgetting. And I am afraid of dying. I'm not afraid of looking ugly. I couldn't care what they say. I'm not afraid of happy endings. I'm just afraid my life won't work that way. I'm not afraid of forgiveness,I'll absolve you everything. I'm not afraid of lying...But I am afraid of dying. sn=Noel is icccy

My Blog

Missing Crazy

Missing CrazyBy: Me.that intensity of feeling out of controlin a fit of fiery rage heart pounding through my chestemotions becoming sucked up into my throatfighting out breaths of utter disbelief know...
Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 18:21:00 GMT

I Rap?

A rap thing i wrote/ive been listening to eminem all day/haha/he affects me/i fucking love him/ok so read this shit?its all true btw:i dont know what you say/how you plan to portray me/im not fake/jus...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 17:32:00 GMT

Nirvana- Lithium

this song rules.i love kurt cobain. I'm so happy. Cause today I found my friends.They're in my head. I'm so ugly. But that's ok.'Cause so are you. We've broke our mirrors.Sunday morning. Is everyday f...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 20:32:00 GMT

Permanent. (poetry by me)

Permanent. By: me.ever since you leftand ever since you liedi've been all alonei might as well have diedno, i'm not fine and i'm not doing wellyou ask me on the slyas far i'm concerned this is helli c...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 19:56:00 GMT

Storyline i wrote for my friend Erich’s video

She looks lovely today, as she normally does, i wouldn’t expect anything less from such a beauty. She gets up quite early i see, yawning as she stretches so gracefully. It doesn’t take muc...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 21:07:00 GMT

more poetry by me

"For No One & Everyone to Understand"by me:my mind can’t seem to wrap itself around normalcyit seems that path was never meant for mei am trapped in my own unbearable insanityi long for ways out...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 20:56:00 GMT

"Episode 1" Poetry by me.

Insomnia with constant tosses and turnsFighting my compulsive urge to knock on my foreheadAfter every unpleasing thought that came to mindOtherwise, the fear of death just lingersSo even if too tired ...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 22:12:00 GMT

i only write poetry when im upset...

you wanna know why im confused i dont even know myselfi like you and yeti cant get out the words to showhow im really feeling.its not the excuse that i barely know youits about how i dont wanna contin...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 23:37:00 GMT

I never wanna say "i hate life" again

to all those i've hurt, or been hurt by, or left, or been left by, or am friends with, or use to be friends with, or anyone i know, or knew...i'm sorry for anything i've ever done or said that made yo...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 16:26:00 GMT

I Love You is 8 letters...but so is Bullshit.

and love = bullshit. i give up.
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 21:26:00 GMT