Im special. Specially ill that is. I've got everyday to live for and everyday to die for. I have a disease which is uncontrollable. It gets to its optimum level at times and rarely it does the opposite. My brain and heart works wonders cause most of time they dont work at all; they get messed up. However, I've got specially trained doctors to control my disease and they comfort me in times when it gets worst. I do not pay my medical bills cause all I can afford to give is sincerity and love. Be my doctor.