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About Me

When I think about my life and who I am, it's pretty interesting. I'm not at all where I thought I would be at 25 years of age but I love every bit of my life. I'm not saying it's easy and all pretty but God gives me what I need and lots more. His consistency gives me reason to live and to pursue my dreams. I love cities and tall buildings and heaps of people and cultures all in one place. Give me New York, London or Paris and I'll call it a day. I love everything high fashion and high glamour- it's all in details no matter where you are or what you do. I might not have everything I want, but flexibility is key in my life. Some days I'm quite satisfied and on other days I find myself craving and make a choice to keep moving forward. I do my best to live with complete integrity and get distressed when I realized I'm being hypocritical and judgemental. I'm high maintinence, but I'm high loyalty and devotion. I love being on a stage with a microphone- I'm a communicator and it's not hard to get me talking, just get ready to listen. I'm always up for a good, challenging conversation. Despite all of my shortcomings and misgivings, I'm living life for Jesus and you can't convince me otherwise. There's nothing more worthy of my life than him.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people who want to talk about God, my dad's biological family, Condolezza Rice, long-term missionaries who will tell me their stories, my grandma would like me to meet a nice doctor and settle down, controversial world leaders such as Mugabe, Osama Bin Laden, George W. Bush, and the North Korean guy, my own Mr. Darcy, those who have fought for what they love, people with HIV/AIDS, old people who will share their wisdom, a "genius", animal psychics, recovering addicts, the "religious right", refugees, princes William and Harry, Robbie Williams, the kids who play in the Special Olympics, artists, and more.

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My Blog

near and dear

There is someone who is near and dear to me. Everything in me wants to shape and care for this special one. I want to make sure they make all the right moves, get only the best input and forget all of...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 22:14:00 GMT

open invitation

If you haven't heard, I'm moving. That's right. I'm a real grown up now and I'm striking out on my own. Oh, wait, I did move once before real far away. So, I'm striking out on my own, again. But this...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 22:10:00 GMT

living, breathing, interacting

Today was September 11. I had thought the night before that I didn't want to turn on the TV in the morning. I thought I would probably have it on in the background all day at work and wasn't in the mo...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:36:00 GMT

what do I think about michael vick?

I thought it was a good question. Certainly something I wouldn't normally write about. One of the residents at my workplaced asked me this very question just yesterday morning. First thing that comes...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 09:40:00 GMT

whos reading my blog? show yourself!

I wish that I could know who reads my blog. I've been checking in lately and myspace tells me that I get about 4 reads a day. The problem is that although I know that someone reads it, I don't know wh...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 22:08:00 GMT

a special sort of initmacy

Does  it ever happen to anyone else where you have a small moment of something special and instead of satisfying your (sometimes unknown) craving it only awakens it to a deeper, more intense leve...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 21:37:00 GMT

3 lanes to Vegas

I've driven to and from Vegas twice in the past two weeks and let me tell you it's been much easier than I thought it would be. First of all, Vegas is not one of my favorite places. And when I s...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 16:34:00 GMT

and then I started to feel it

Tonight it hit me that I left YWAM Perth. I think I might cry. I want my friends. It seems overwhelmingly lonely here in my house. I don't want to watch T.V. alone. In fact, I might not even mind if s...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 23:11:00 GMT

installation in progress

I feel like a computerI think someone has just hit my restart buttonHitting restart implies a problemA glich, freeze, or program out of controlPerhaps what's happening is more like installing new soft...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 14:00:00 GMT

Become into the friend words

When I was packing to move back to Long Beach, I found a journal that was given to me by a good friend in Egypt. The front of it is covered with quotes and emblazoned with the words," Become into the ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 21:20:00 GMT