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found this fantasy layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments.. ****What can I say about myself? I like all kinds of music, art, movies, people, animals...I'm pretty open to new things except like Fear Factor kind of new things. LOL :) .. ..****This page IS NOT NOT NOT for "hooking up". I'm not here to "chat" about your fettishes and wild fantasies. Yes, I'm single...and??? I'm not gonna reply to your raunchy emails or even add your dumb ass. You'll definitely get blocked though.:)I know I know, it's "cold" and I'm "bitchy" or whatever... but that's how I roll so just deal with it. And if your on my page somehow, and all you are posting is pix of your dick...you will be blocked and deleted. Period. .. .. .. ..****I used to have a small part of "Blak Circle Productions"...Along with Gypsy Blak. That got me this "BCG" persona :D He moved away, and I miss him like hell, and I miss having a "Cheers" to go to and bein all around little pubs in Hollywierd. I also have a few favorite bands, and occasionally I will promote them (especially when they were playing for Gypsy), and take some pix and post them on blogs for you all. No copying the pix or my personal writing....or I just won't do it anymore. Anyone gives me shit...you get blocked. Period. .. .. ..****I hate drama. As far as certain people go...I like to talk, and I'll help out if I can, but dude...that can't be all of it. A frienship is always going to have some drama, but it's not true frienship if you are only there for the drama. It's not worth my time and I'm not gonna deal with other's shit 24/7. Don't drag me down... I have enough shit of my own to deal with...thanks......and LIARS...I fuckin hate liars! People who back out on you when you need them, flake over and over, and always let you down. People who pretend to be your friend just to get something out of you. People who smile to your face, yet talk shit behind your back. People who drown you in their sorrows...and never are there when you are drowning in yours! .. .. .. ..**Someone recently asked me WHY I have so many pix on my profile pic of just ME..well damnit...it's MY F'n page for one thing...PLUS being the photographer for bands etc, I'm usually the one TAKING the pix, and never IN the pix...so I go home and take a shot of me if I looked cute to post up here! hahaha OK? ok! :) OK...now that all that shit is out of the way...read on if you're still interested...haha.. ... I have some of my photography here in print, t-shirt, magnet form....lol...GO BUY MY STUFF!!!! Please n thank u ;) **Someone asked me if I'm going to keep my "BCG" name...well why not? Everyone on this page knows it...and NOW my photography is named it...and though I doubt I'll promote...I still will go to shows and stuff...as long as I'm welcome and post those shows for the rest of you-so maybe we'll hang ;) I am going to delete a LOT of people who I just had as well, potential audiences, and none who are friends...same w/ bands. Of course, if you think I deleted you by mistake...you can always message me :D .. ****I'm not a big fan of the color pink. I mean, I think it's pretty, but just not for me to wear really or decorate with. Only if what has pink on it is cool, do I accept it. haha. .. .. .. ****I love to sing and dance. I love collecting certain things. Like dragons, unicorns, pegasus's, candles, lanterns, Nightmare before xmas, eeyore and taz, and of course Harley Davidson...But I'm kind of picky on what I actually buy...so it's not like my house is littered with collections... Sometimes due to money, other's just to personal taste. I try not to buy something "just cause" but that it'll have a use or something I'll keep for a long time...or a gift that means something to me... .. .. ..****I was in the drumline for 2 years in HS. Cymbals and 1st Bass. It rocked, I would have done Snare my senior year but some things changed...I still fool around on my drum pad once in a while...one day I'd like to take up playing set. I also was in Tall flags in Jr. High, and tried out for Drum Major in HS twice, so I can spin a little. ;) .. .. .. ****I love Photography and I adore just taking random pix. I love taking pix at concerts-I love band photography, portraiture, landscapes, and myself! haha... I Love black and white, color, infared, photoshopping it, you name it except journalistic. I can't imagine making money off someone elses pain. I don't have it in me. .. .. .. ****I am a writer in training. I love writing poetry and currently am working on a novel for publication (I hope). ..**Someone recently asked me WHY I have so many pix on my profile pic of just ME..well damnit...it's MY F'n page for one thing...PLUS being the photographer for bands etc, I'm usually the one TAKING the pix, and never IN the pix...so I go home and take a shot of me if I looked cute to post up here! hahaha OK? ok! :)Finally got a new map! Ugh! Too bad I lost all the peeps I had already :P

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

James Marsters!!!! .. .. .. .... ...think we'd hit it off...haha...real people. Who just let me be me. I'm nuts and wierd...lol... and if I put up with other's quirks...people should leave mine alone too. There's always some so called "friend" trying to change me. And not cuz I smoke (which I don't) or something. They expect me to be soft on my personal beliefs. Yah, they can do what they want to their bodies...and I will say something if they do it around me. But I don't do that shit and don't expect me to turn a blind eye to you doin it around me... ..<5knqcec8= target="_blank">

My Blog

feelings...nothing more than feelings...

Just a few poems...no biggie...*No you, no meI'm again on my ownA pillar, a rockas cold as a stone.You aren't what I needso leave me aloneIt's just me...and my bottle of Malibu. I shut the curtainsloc...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 06:02:00 GMT

Bored, still up...felt like typing up poems for yah...

Just some ones I don't think I've posted yet...   * Tell him when you see him, That I am fine. Think I've moved on, left his memory behind. That I barely even think of him, everyday anymore That...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 04:27:00 GMT

Me first...then you...

PLAY WITH ME!!!Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you....
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 05:27:00 GMT

Ooo...more depressing poems in time for xmas :P

NOT that anyone would WANT to copyright my silly poems...but don't ok? I'll kick ur ass! enjoy ;P   * You made me strong when I didn't think I could hold on any longer you gave me the truth when ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 01:30:00 GMT

Stupid stupid boys!!!!!!!

Ok, so correct me if I'm wrong...but have I EVER dumped or completely forgotten about one of you because of a BOY??? I hope not...I mean, I've always ALWAYS from like BIRTH been boy crazy...yah...but ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 04:13:00 GMT

Scary...but good safety tips to help prevent being attacked...

**It's stupid cuz I've been attacked and people don't see WHY I am paranoid about being alone sometimes...sigh...but here it is...in black and white...so to speak...I was young, not paying attention, ...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 03:23:00 GMT

Horoscopes...

I was looking through spam and something about the titles of the horoscopes for me caught my eye. Thursdays was way off talking about how I should conserve my energy and not overindulge. Uh...I was at...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 02:53:00 GMT

10 things I can never say 07...

**You make a list...anoynonmous...of ten people and let the feelings fly! Remember you don't say who they are...**   ...Again I didn't think I could do it...but I did...I descided to not be too h...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 04:46:00 GMT

Love is not promised...

Ok, so I'm not exactly a church girl-anymore. And it's been a while since I've picked up a Bible...but I have a few random thoughts...some that are rooted from my backround... I've said to a few peopl...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 02:12:00 GMT

Did you know I was a bitch?? WELL...let me tell you...

That I CAN BE...wooo...bet some people didn't even realize that huh? Well, now you know. I am NOT going to be receptive to every stupid idiotic pass at me...especially if I'm not interested. And I'm n...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 15:26:00 GMT