pens is really a thundercat

About Me

I guess that crazy man was right when he called me satan's child.

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

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This is Sara... it's conceivable that she might have my babies.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Emma Thompson. Maybe Frances McDormand. Definitely Udo Kier. Maybe a lot of people, actually. No time to list them all. If you're one of them, let's do lunch.

My Blog

just another weird dream

So, in my dream, we're all at the house I lived in when I was a kid - my first house, not the one we moved to later. We're in the garage, and there's some sort of initiative going on, some sort of rac...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 09:49:00 GMT

a gay bomb - i didn't make this up

I might have made up the last one about the alphabet, but this one is true. It's ridiculous, but true.Wouldn't it be kind of funny if they could actually do it, though?And now, on to the story:Pentago...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 16:03:00 GMT

pens goes to colorado

hello good friends.i went to colorado last week - business first, and then a few extra days to explore the countryside. but first, i want to give props to myself, because i got to the airport by: 1) c...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 19:50:00 GMT

pink daisy razors, oatmeal, and geriatric ladies

so i was in target yesterday... i get in the express line behind this old lady, who's staring, trance-like, at the DVDs on sale for $10. she's so into them that she doesn't even notice it's her turn t...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 07:48:00 GMT

games, fun not guarenteed

a game for you:gay or eurotrash? you decide...http://www.blairmag.com/blair3/gaydar/gaydar.htmlor , my personal favorite (dig the name):lesbian or german lady?http://www.blairmag.com/blair4/dyke/gaydar...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 22:49:00 GMT

not my hubris for once

"And truth of the matter is, a lot of reports in Washington are never read by anybody. To show you how important this one is, I read it, and our guest read it."speaking along with Prime Minister Tony...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 16:07:00 GMT

shocking news about bob barker

It made you look too. I stayed up just to watch the start of the 11:00 news the other night because they teased me with this.What can be shocking about Bob Barker?, I thought. Has the crafty old basta...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 08:00:00 GMT

ruminations on space and the age of personal responsibility

I watch the BBC World News in the morning while I'm getting ready for work (my quick news fix so that I don't look like a total imbecile when people talk about current events). It isn't as slickl...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 15:00:00 GMT

ipod mind meld

so, i'm working away and listening to my ipod on shuffle when madonna's 'isaac' comes on. i think to myself, "i don't really want to hear this one right now, but i wouldn't mind listening to sorry" an...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 13:49:00 GMT

movie soundtrack to my life

i ganked this from a bull by hasi because a) it's the end of the day at work and my brain has stopped functioning and b) i thought it'd be fun - i've often remarked that i think my ipod provides my ow...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 14:37:00 GMT