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About Me

23 years old, gothic/goth female, 27 piercings and 1 large tattoo of demonic fairy wings covering my back. Black and red hair, all-black wardrobe, fashion junkie. I believe that art is the only thing that's truly spiritual in the world, the moment of pleasure derived from a sense of experiencing beauty, in whatever its form, is what connects us to the thing called "god" or base of universal consciousness above all else. I think humanity is fucked and headed full-force into its own self-destructive demise, and I try not to be a part of that world. I really like Marilyn Manson and respect the few people in this world who are actually capable of being individuals rather than conformists. I think it's more important to be content with how you feel about yourself rather than how the world perceives you. I love twilight, stormy nights, dark art in many forms, erotic horror stories, staying awake until the sun comes up, various forms of body modification... And I have an unusual urge to try at least to comprehend the more sinister aspects of the human condition.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

MARILYN MANSON: If I could only ask for one thing before I die, it would be to sit down and have a conversation with Marilyn Manson. I have never come across another human being who thinks more like I do or has the same aestetic values, apathetic outlook toward society in general and the same sense of obscure dark beauty which I've always perceived in the world. He is my muse, my greatest lust and a template for my fetishes. Other than that when it comes to meeting people, I guess the main thing to say would be that I'm pretty anti-social and have come to find people to be self-serving and untrustworthy. So it probably won't come as a surprise that I don't bother communicating with all that many. I would be interested in talking to anyone with something intelligent to say who actually has some common interests. If you cannot form complete sentences or use proper grammar I will probably ignore you. Finding people who can actually carry conversations these days is rare. I'm not looking for sex, have no interest in drug/alcohol addicts (please note the distiction between 'addict' and 'user' as they are completely different), hate liars and otherwise pretentious people. I have never understood the need which most people have to confirm to mainstream society or politically correct ideals. Otherwise, if you're an intelligent person who means well I am generally pretty open.

My Blog

NECTAR OF DEVILS

Cursed rivers run through cities, comatose and bathed in ruinAcross sterile lands obscured by darkness, haunted valleys doomedDust and primeval debris, long settled upon the crust of ancient bonesWhe...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 18:31:00 GMT

The Death Instinct

Blood on water, poisoned rain within a chemical distortionDisplacing adam's rib to replace it with the atom bombSet to explode in the make-believe heavens with all your wishes and fearsStrapped to its...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 11:07:00 GMT

Angsts Reprisal

Angst's ReprisalRazorblade romantics painted white walls with tainted bloodShotgun shells stopping heartbeats as he smiles for his dismal loveSweet sadness of mine bleeding drops of laughter on the co...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 19:54:00 GMT

Whispers in the Dark

Fragile nightmares bled into the fabric of waking dreams A stir of echoes, whispers of a presence both deadly and unseen Monstrous revisions to a world of technicolor paintings When the colors fade to...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 15:38:00 GMT

Nuclear Winters

Chemically induced emotions riding waves of evanescent ebon ribbon trailing through the nether regions of what some would call a fractured consciousness. Barren, pestilent icicles hanging from decayin...
Posted by on Wed, 24 May 2006 16:06:00 GMT