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'it's only after we've lost everything that

we're free to do anything.'

my name is courtney carnage, aka courtneylauren, aka the writing writer.
a poet of sorts, the only thing i do consistently is write.
paying close attention to minute details, i never take anything or anyone for granted.
someday, i will amount to something far greater than i can comprehend,
but, for now, i'll let these seemingly endless numbered days
wash over me, like the changing of tides.
i'm in love, and I'm not going to let go of that. So, darling, don't waste your breath.
passions for art, science and religion course through my veins
with a fastidious procession that most fail to, and will never comprehend.
i am sorry for the human condition, and will do everything that is in my power to bring it into a better light.
i've seen true love, and i've seen true love die.
chances are, i know and have seen more of life than you.
i'm twenty years old, going on eighty-seven.
someday, i will be fine.

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"For whenever you're going to bed, sweet dreams. Whenever you're under the weather, stay gold, dear. Whenever you're lonely, I miss you. Enjoy yourself, keep your head up, and stay gold, Courtney. I miss you, so much. Pinky swear." -p.e.c.jr <3

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My Blog

"I miss you"... "Impossible, Im right here"..."..I still miss you."

I remember nights where we'd stay up late, just to wake up early.. Something you always believed in, appreciating each and every small insignificant aspect of days.. Regardless of time. Nights spent f...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 04:16:00 GMT

Oh, Boston. <3

you are the city, andyou are the skyline.you are the clouds that pass me byin shapes and contours of fine things.helicopters, giraffes, andthe breaking of tides.. somehowyou capture and create it all....
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 19:59:00 GMT

I'm So Sick, and Where Are You Now?

I'm crying.I'm crying and I don't know why.I'm crying and I know exactly why..I wish it would all just stop. Sitting here, I am losing my mind. Saying stupid things. Confusing myself with everything. ...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 22:15:00 GMT

"The Last Days of April", and something else..

"I think of marrying you and I think of last days of april, and mineral. And I think of how sure I am, and how if you really would, I really would take your hand when I got back. Not because I'm getti...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 21:30:00 GMT

In reflection of all things.

I haven't been able to write two words since it happened. Now, I just think that the shock has built up to be so incredible that I need to let some of it out before I burst at the seams. It's been 2 w...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:46:00 GMT

For You, my Love..

God, Paul.. I promise I'm going to love you forever and ever. You are one of my very best friends, and after all that we've been through together, you've played such a huge part in who I am. I hope th...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 02:36:00 GMT

A Word For the Wise, the Miserable, The Depressed, and The Dishearted.

I'm sorry, but I think that if you can't smile at me, genuinely, you are pathetic. To be happy, is such a simple task to master.. People just overanalyze the fck out of it so that it makes no sense an...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 09:03:00 GMT