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E-murda

I am here for Dating and Friends

About Me

+ I love music it's pretty much amazing
+ I'm going to help people someday
+ Complete dork, but oh so lovable :)
+ Anything with friends makes it a good day
+ That whole party scene is alright, but I'd rather a few good friends at the bar or at someones house.
+ My nephew means a lot to me, but I never see him which is somewhat upsetting.
+ I'm a philosophical type, I love my way of thinking. Even if it does get me into trouble sometimes
+ I like to experience new things all the time
+ Reading is cool, forget what they told you
+ Love to take pictures but I kinda suck at it
+ Pizza hut is where its at! We have so much fun....you guys have made me who I am
+ Being the nice guy does have its advantages but for the most part it's pretty lame.
+ My life isnt exactly organized at all
+ I give my life for others happiness, bad habit?
+ I get lost in my own thoughts, so dont mind the blank stares.
+ On days where I seem to have misplaced my care face, just go away
+ I'm a hypocrite, whatever.
+ It's taken more years, more tears, and more money than I expected to finally figure myself out.
+ Get at me

IM ME:::dontyoufakeit86
i just want to feel alive

My Interests

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

I'd like to meet:

people who are into my life, and becoming a part of it

Music:

mysteadybackfire
amber pacific
secondhand serenade
underoath
thursday
something corporate
paramore
scary kids scaring kids
the starting line
kottonmouth kings
plain white t's
from autumn to ashes
dashboard confessional
rise against
atreyu
taking back sunday
the used
senses fail
the spill canvas
silverstein
brand new
boys like girls
chiodos
cartel
number one fan
john mayer
so many more

Movies:


"You gotta hear this one song, it'll change your life I swear."

"Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?"

"I've made the most important discovery of my life. It's only in the mysterious equation of love that any logical reasons can be found. I'm only here tonight because of you. You are the only reason I am... you are all my reasons."

"Do I look like a cat to you boy? Am I jumpin' around all nimbly bimbly from tree to tree? Am I drinking milk from a saucer? DO YOU SEE ME EATING MICE?"

"I can tell when you're lying. Your mouth smiles but your eyes don't"

"We are oddities of nature, you and I. Nothing more! This is a world for humanity."

"You gave me peace in a lifetime of war"

"I feel like I've been in a coma for the past twenty years. And I'm just now waking up"

Television:

Nip/tuck(oct 23! yesss), family guy, heroes, south park, scrubs

Books:

Harry Potter, Dan Brown books Eragon/Eldest, Perks of being a Wallflower, Dean Koontz books, Ordinary People, Angela's Ashes,

My Blog

why is it the more i strive, the more i get pushed back

i really just want to scream at the top of my lungsugh
Posted by E-murda on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 07:45:00 PST

from 2007 to 2008

im rarely on this thing, nor have I really typed up anything in awhile. But since 2007 ended I thought id ramble on my thoughts of 07 and my looks toward 082007 was a twisted year. With some really ...
Posted by E-murda on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:19:00 PST

its coming so quickly, I......

well.....dad left today for florida and mom leaves in 28 days. It's crazy how fast your life can change so drastically so quickly. I think I'll move in with john and Erin, it's right on campus and k...
Posted by E-murda on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 07:43:00 PST

uhhhh =/

Things are bound to get interesting soon......I'm most likely going to be forced to find my own place in the upcoming months.  My mom will probably be moving to florida now too, leaving me here.&...
Posted by E-murda on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 10:18:00 PST

This summer, school, new job? past regrets? Dreams? oh yeah and being clean

I've been pretty irresponsible this summer.  Granted it was the best summer I've had and hope somehow next summer can outdo it.  Still, I have regrets about how I handled it.  I worked ...
Posted by E-murda on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 12:45:00 PST

as of late

i've been super stressed out latelyI'm also in one of those huge change phases right now....i find myself changing everyday right now.  Somewhat for the better, some for the worstoverall though, ...
Posted by E-murda on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 09:18:00 PST

lamee

it's pretty annoying how uncivil some people think I am.....I'm not another asshole malethanks
Posted by E-murda on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:21:00 PST

Felt like posting some stuff

I wrote this after mike died back in '05...ugh way too long agothinking of all the thingsI never got the chance to sayI'm sorry for the silenceit wasn't the way I wanted it to endYou've been gone for ...
Posted by E-murda on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 11:39:00 PST

Friends

These past few months have been of great importance.  Growing up, learning what lifes about, seeing who is real and who isnt, finding out where I belong...it's all happened. A lot of people have ...
Posted by E-murda on Wed, 16 May 2007 07:18:00 PST

a new look into my head: heaven, souls, reality, the muppets? oh wait, that says puppets....

there is a beast inside each and every one of us and it craves to be released all throughout life.  Never does it successfully get out until each of us dies.  only then can the beast be unle...
Posted by E-murda on Tue, 15 May 2007 11:23:00 PST