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HEAVEN'S JOKE

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About Me

What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
Your connection with darkness is through self-harming. Life has hurt you so badly and it feels like it always will. Of course, you just want to get rid of it and have found out that cutting releases your pain and tension. After all, now it's you who decides to inflict pain, not someone else. Perhaps you even feel guilty afterwards when you've "come to your senses". Due to this you tend to wear long-sleeved shirts, if it's the wrists your cutting. You fear your scars will be seen and often keep away from people physically. Some cutters though just want to get caught doing it, to be saved and for someone to care for them and understand. While others may do it just because there is too many problems they have to deal with, and inflicting harm upon themselves seems to be a good way out. No matter which, asking for help is still hard. But it's still highly recommended that you stop harming yourself.
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab CodeHeavely Medicated Psychopath, who loves Blood, Cutting, Tattoos, Piercings.you know the irony of life is that you have like this big dream to get where you wanna be but once you get there you start to dream about where you came from. I guess thats the part of the circle of our lives like the hands of a clock going round. if only we could wind them back and return to a time where the dream began. its all too soon thats all will be is a dream in someones mind.
Disorder Rating
Paranoid : High
Schizoid : High
Schizotypal : Very High
Antisocial : High
Borderline : Very High
Histrionic : Low
Narcissistic : Moderate
Avoidant : High
Dependent : Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive : High
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Which Donnie Darko Character Are You?
You are Frank. You know a lot more than you first let on and lead people into temptation. "I can do anything I want...and so can you."
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code im a cutter its not a goodthing. i dont trust me or any one else. i wanna DIE!!!! my one weakness is I care to much i wish i didnt i wanna find love so ill be searching real hard to find it i LOVE pin ups!!!! i have almost 30 tattoos

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Mana,Kozi,anyone who likes jrock,juggalos and letts,Satanist,Vamps, PysVamps
You Are 94% Evil
You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You?The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) High
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) High
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My Blog

couldn't have wrote it better and i have heard all this before!!!

by Twiztid,"They Told Me"They told me, to let go and dream of torture And horrible things of that kind They told me, you're only good as a thought you keep In your head when you unlock your mind They ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 01:28:00 GMT

i have to say Congratultions!!!!!!!

Martin Brodeur breaks all-time wins record
Posted by on Tue, 17 Mar 2009 20:38:00 GMT

X-MAS & A Bucket of Chicken all I want

Buried By ChristmasMerry Christmas, ho ho hoI'll be six feet under the snowJingle bells along the wayI'm a dead motherfucker and I'm counting my daysI've been too naughty, I forgot to be niceI guess v...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 15:40:00 GMT

i didn’t ask for your courtesy....

just remember it was you you kill me..... this song is right on the button..   "Dead Memories"Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get.Another story of the...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:11:00 GMT

to the one i hope reads this. you know who!!!

"Snuff"Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if y...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 04:39:00 GMT

mostly HATE

lets just say i know who the loved ones are
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 05:28:00 GMT

tomarrow LOVE or HATE

lets see who is a loved one..for the unloved
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 01:19:00 GMT

Don’t WATCH not for the weak minded and hearted!!!! : BME Pain Olympics

i didnt know this was real and i watched the youtube reaction vids. so i had to look for it i found it it didn't shock me at all i wasn't freaked out like all the others.I guess i'm just a sick fuck. ...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 02:06:00 GMT

summer night thoughts looking back

ahhh looks like everyone is loved now a days then i guess the picture i have up fits me."here for you to HATE". cuz i know im forgotten the ones who said they cared or i will always love you. I guess ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:09:00 GMT

school how things change (UNLEARN)

SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2007Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack.1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack’s shotgun, goes to ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 21:34:00 GMT