i'm quite depressed i'm quite a mess
so beat me up beat me down
mess me up beyond all recognition
for what it's worth i'd do it again
with no consequence i will do it again
she is: bethan. 18. female. taken. half welsh. CISVer. jaffaholic [but clean for 3 months]. hugaholic. LRC member. still a kid. fairly mature. nice. good listener. listens to everyones problems. loving. caring. worrier. very insecure. different. very genuine. in the habit of doing what she wants. talkative when and to who she wants to be. known to delete people who don't speak / post pointless whoring bulletins. not likely to add you if you don't have a picture. not just a number.
afraid of: spiders. hypodermic needles. lonliness. loss of voice. being hated.
fun times: sing. dance. laugh. hug. twirl around in circles. make stuff. CISV.
loves life: friends. CISV. hugs. music. kisses. cuddles. photography. bite me please. night time. biting. odd socks. gum. partyparty. pyjamas. gigs. pet rock. underwear. hot people. gothic culture. pirates. falling in love. staying in love. bracelets. manchester. spooning. eating. sleepovers. teasing. countryside. high fives. customisation. walking. knitting. aerobics. wishing on stars.
dislikes: change. lonliness. being left. crying. prejudice. discrimination. inferiority complexes. spots. most insects. starting conversations. being skint. periods. talking on the phone. missing people. arguments. fucking things up. losing touch. my friends being hurt. people who inflict that.
she wants: you to smile. people to converse with her. honesty. love. to send / receive signs. to help. to listen. your mum
you will learn about her if you read her livejournal
they are the reason i live
