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Maeve Aka Hana

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About Me

Well... lets see I have longish black hair... I want to get white streaks put in... I'm also thinking about getting it cut in some jrockish fashion... at least for the bangs..., tri colored eyes that go from dark green, to light green, and then yellow in the middle, and really pale skin (i glow in the moonlight {contrary to what my friend says I do not glow in a new moon my skin is not that pale...yet}), I'm short. only 5'2". I'm very shy if I don't know a person. When I first meet you I might not talk that much but when I get more comfortable with a person I talk more freely. When I get really really nervous, happy, or excited I tend to have a little trouble breathing...as in my friend has to tell me to start breathing again. Well... I've stopped playing the drums...Well... I couldn't seem to get my feet and my arms to play different things at the same time or to coordnate at all so...yeah... I'm now working on learning the bass. I love my Mana (my bass's name...don't ask). She's so pretty it's body is black and shiny and ...yeah...anyway... And before you ask... Yes I know Mana is a guy... and yes I know Mana is a gutiarist... but I don't care...
^.^ I can't think of anything else to put so when I think of more I'll write more.
Oh yeah I thought I'd tell you the Aka in my name is not also know as... it's actually part of my name... It's Japanese for red or bloody so translated my name could be either Dark Red Flower or Dark Bloody Flower... I prefer to go with Dark Bloody Flower. Another thing about my name, I thinking of using Mei and Maeve interchangeability... They are both pronounced as May.
Harry Potter Personality Quiz by Pirate Monkeys Inc.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Well huh... there are so many people i'd like to meet I can't remember them all so I guess I'll just name a few:
Shinya, from Dir en Grey, I love his sense of fashion
Johnny Depp, he's good actor and he's pretty
Yoshiki, from X Japan, good drummer and sense of fashion
Toshiya, from Dir en Grey, amazing bassist, and he seems fun. He's also one of my idols for the bass.
Mana, he's one of my idols in fashion. He is also an amazing gutiarist.
Rame, from Vidoll, He's a great bassist, and Lolita. He's another on of my idols for bass.
...and well my memory sucks so i can't remember any more right now

My Blog

A start....... Cant think of anything else to put....

Ok... So the other day I got off work before Ninjou did and had the urge to write... Sometime it happens.. That's how I ended up with most of my poems... I thought this was going to be a poem but it e...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Feb 2009 13:22:00 GMT

IT"S NOT FAIR!!!!!!

(Ok so if you don't want to listen to me rant just skip this one.) All these amazingly great bands are coming to America from Japan and they totally miss me most of the time.  They either go to ...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:04:00 GMT

Sea of Humanity

Sea of Humanity How can you feel so aloneWhen you're surrounded by peoplePushing, PullingLike the tides of the ocean And almost as mindlessPeople mill around like the seafoamUncaring, UnfeelingJust as...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 12:50:00 GMT

Ignored

Ingored I stand in the middle of a crowed Screaming to be heard They all ingore me Does no one care?   I hate being alone Does no one get that? Why won't they look at me? I'm standing right here ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 16:50:00 GMT

Late Night Musings About Unrequited First Loves

Wow such a long title, but that is exactly what it is. This one actually is about me.  I just had to get it out there so maybe HE will read it.  I had to write it before I continue on w...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 17:00:00 GMT

Invisible

Invisible I sit here in the corner Life going on all around me I want to join them But I am ignored   It's as if I don't exist Do they really see through me? How can I get their attention? I ju...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 14:41:00 GMT

I slip away

I Slip Away There you sit Wrapped up in your own little world You couldn't be more oblivious Do you even know?   I lie here bleeding Right in front of you Screaming for help But no sound es...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 14:50:00 GMT

Please Understand

Please Understand With one lookYou stole my heartIt was yoursThere was no stopping it With one breathYou shattered itYou're the one who held itBut you let go I wanted to cry and screamOr kneel and beg...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 08:46:00 GMT

Talking to the Air

*Once again I don't really feel this way.... I was feeling really sad the day before and my dreams reflected that and made me even sadder the next day... And well writing peotry is a release of emotio...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 14:18:00 GMT

Help

*No I don't really fell this way.... I get my inspirations from different things... This one i'd had a sad dream/nightmare thing.... And I needed to get the feelings out.*   Help How does one liv...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 14:04:00 GMT