So this is how I got here...
My mother has been in two car accidents, both I believe were within a couple of years of each other. She almost lost her life the first time. She was in acoma, and came out of it with the mentality of a seven year old. According to her sisters she had to re-learn everything. Along with learning everything her personality also changed. She became outgoing, interested in men--and before these accidents she was a homebody and a bookworm.
During this time she met my father. She was working at a small market, and he was in town on "a job" and he came in a few times. My mom states they were dating, and if you ask her sisters, they state he used her. From what I gathered he used her and took advantage of her situation--apparently he knew her situation and he was less than a gentleman. My mother was on quite a few medications due to the severity of her previous injuries. My father eventually was done with the work he had to do there and went back home, which apparently was roughly three hours north. My mother lost contact with my father and because of the medication she was on she wasn't having regular periods. She went to the doctor for a check-up. Mind you, she hadn't had any sickness and my mother never noticed putting on any weight. That day changed her life forever. The doctor told her that I must have wanted to be here because had she taken a particular medication any longer she would have miscarried me. She was immediately taken off of her medication and was told she was five months along with me.
Her mother, my grandmother, advised her not to find my father. She told my mother it was in her best interest not to and that she would help her raise me.
So here I am 23 years later... I have tried numerous websites, even called strangers-- and I just don't think I can do this on my own. It's too hard emotionally. Especially since this man has no idea I exist.
[Pssst..I'm at the top of the tree]
You'll quickly realize that after conversing with me here... [For the brightest crayons in the box, yes, that's aim!]
One of my favorite quotes...
"Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate.
Without them what would shape our lives?
Perhaps if we never veered off course we wouldn't fall
in love, or have babies, or be who we are.
After all, seasons change, so do cities.
People come into your life and go, but it's
comforting to know the ones you love are always in
your heart, and if you're very lucky, a plane ride
away." [Sex & The City]
Few things about me...
- Grammar NAZI--know the difference between YOU'RE and YOUR etc.
- Strong-willed & highly motivated
- Love affection
- Beautiful physically and mentally
- Love to dream and I act on the attainable
- Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
- I dislike being at home, and often get restless when I am home
- Hardworking, high spirited
- Analytical
- Audacious
- Passionate
- Easy to talk to
- Easily amused
- LOVE to travel
- I look forward to a good cry
- I collect quotes/song lyrics--anything that leaves a lasting impression
- Extremely extroverted [You'll fucking adore me]
Forget regret or life is yours to miss!
This is just a taste of my sense of humor
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