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~Aimee~

I am here for Friends

About Me

I suppose I'll obligate a few minutes of my time to try to give a semi-sufficient summary of what I'm all about. HA! Right, we all need a lifetime to figure out the myriad of facets that we have within us. Being a born and raised Alaskan sums it up succinctly! Hmmm, with that said, I'll lay out the mini-synapsis. I'm an woman, with the heart of a girl, a fighter with the need to heal, a mother, confidant, cook, used-to-be-lover, a would-be-writer with a lack of words. I'm empathetic yet cautious, naive yet worldly. I have a multitude of knowledge that I might never have ANY use for. I love crossword puzzles, chess, music, art, Books, photography, endorphins, dolphins, the idea of veganism, sunrises, sunsets, rain, sunshine, running outside when there's hail or thunder and especially lightning. Also, I love to shred dirt, run from the ocean waves in glee, bury my nose in a book, or just even stare at the stars. I have manners, yet I love to cuss. I love tattoos yet have none of my own. I will forgive anything but can't forget. I'll cry over a sweet, sad, or heartbreaking movie yet laugh whole-heartedly over a stupid one. I've more questions than answers. I'm an open book, you just need to read between the lines.... maybe even smudge them a bit. I love the color black yet have a soft-spot for white. I don't believe in hate or trying to place your own ideals or beliefs on others yet I firmly stand my own ground. I love. I hurt. I bleed. I heal. I see. I feel. Like everyone else. Basically, I'm just me.
~~~There is not one big cosmic meaning for all, there is only the meaning we each give to our life, an individual meaning, an individual plot, like an individual novel, a book for each person. ~~~~ --Anais Nin--
"Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions."
- Dick Sutphen

My Interests



I can, I do, I Will dance to anything, running, cooking, reading, writing, camping, boating, beach-combing, poetry, MUSIC, Dirtbiking, swimming, Off-roading, Dance (ballet, modern, club), Horseback riding, martial arts, Animals of all shapes, sizes and dispositions, hanging out with friends but most of all I love to play with my kids (dirtbiking, fishing, swinging, running, rolling, flying). Would love to learn to skydive, wakeboard, snowboard, FLY planes, scuba dive...the sky's the limit ;)..

Wanting

Wanting to be with you
in the middle of what i'm doing
wanting to be gone
lost within you

Nothing but with you
closer than hand to hand
more intimate than lips to lips
wanting to be with you

Being tender within you
kissing you from the outside
and caressing you from within
this and that way and also differently

And wanting to inhale you
nothing but inhaling
deeper deeper
and to drink without exhaling

And while doing so searching the distance
to see you
just two hands away
and then kiss you again

~Erich Fried

"Intrigue my mind, you might find my heart.
Find my heart, you've already left your mark on my soul.
Try to leave a tattoo meant in kindness,
not a scar left to heal".
~Aimee

I'd like to meet:

My match...

Friends. Honest, funny, self-deprecating, emotive, gregarious, shy, intelligent, linguistic, philanthropic, empathetic, realistic, dreaming, quality verses quantity type of people. People that have more on their minds than the next pair of shoes they'll buy, what kind of car they drive, what label of clothes they wear, what religion they hold dear. REAL people, with something more to say than, "Howya doin'"?Other than that...oh, I certainly wouldn't mind meeting Criss Angel, Ville Vallo, CG Jung, Viggo Mortensen, Brad Pitt, Gandhi, Beethoven, Stravinsky, Johnny Depp *sigh*, Sid Vicious, Gary Oldman (especially as Dracuuuulaa, Sid and Beethoven), Stephen Hawking, Newton, Einstein...

“…the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars …" J. Kerouac
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Aimee
Birthday: same time every year
Birthplace: Juneau, Alaska
Current Location: St. G, Utahhh
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown, red streaks
Height: 5'1"
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty-tighty
Your Heritage: 3/8 Norwegian, 1/4 Athapbaskan, 1/8 Swedish, smidgen of Greek, I heard talk of German...
The Shoes You Wore Today: black stiletto heeled boots
Your Weakness: empathy
Your Fears: there is nothing to fear but fear itself
Your Perfect Pizza: chicken, garlic, white sauce with sun-dried tomatoes, feta
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: go back to school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lmfao, grrrrrrrrr, omg I'm cracking myself up
Thoughts First Waking Up: at the moment...."coffee".....(ya, Riiight)

Your Bedtime: whenever I lapse into lucid dreaming
Your Most Missed Memory: spooning....*sigh*
Pepsi or Coke: n/a
MacDonalds or Burger King: n/a
Single or Group Dates: don't have a preference
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate...natural endorphins? hell ya
Cappuccino or Coffee: quadruple shot mocha
Do you Smoke: trying to quite....so YA
Do you Swear: wtf?
Do you Sing: fuck no
Do you Shower Daily: fuck yes
Have you Been in Love: I plead the 5th
Do you want to go to College: did, will
Do you want to get Married: did...
Do you belive in yourself: if I don't, who else will?
Do you get Motion Sickness: not a fucking bit
Do you think you are Attractive: hmmm...
Are you a Health Freak: I can be at times
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE THEM
Do you play an Instrument: violin at 4, since then, guitar, piano, flute, clarinet, banjo (claw hammer)
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope, muahahahaha
In the past month have you Smoked: yep
In the past month have you been on Drugs: lmfao, hell no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: see above statement
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Hot Topic, yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nooooooooo
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: mmmmmmmmmmm, no
In the past month have you been on Stage: *ahem* j/k NOOO
In the past month have you been Dumped: lmfao, non-applicable
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: in a manner of speaking
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: other than hearts? nada
Ever been Drunk: inebriated? I would have to concede...
Ever been called a Tease: hmmm...that would mean a seduction without the climax? lol
Ever been Beaten up: you should have seen him
Ever Shoplifted: once, as an adolescent
How do you want to Die: lol, dirty thought
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: taller
What country would you most like to Visit: EUROPE, specifically U.K., Africa, Norway, Sweden, Italia, Germanic fjords, Egyptian hieroglyphs...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: DEEP
Favourite Hair Color: hmmmmmm
Short or Long Hair: short, long, no hair...I don't care
Height: 5'8" to 6'7"
Weight: more than me, loooool
Best Clothing Style: anything that compliments tattoos or piercings;)
Number of Drugs I have taken: too far in the past to give a shit
Number of CDs I own: not as many as before...before what you might ask? no comment
Number of Piercings: 6, used to have navel pierced
Number of Tattoos: on my upper-epidermal layer? nada
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I don't regret, I learn from my mistakes

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Music:

Induce Vomit, Old-school Metallica, Fugazi, Primus, Ministry, Sisters of Mercy, Ozzy, P.O.D., Slayer, Crue, Megadeth, NIN, Puscifer, Tool, Staind, Coheed and Cambria, Jane's Addiction, Mudhoney, Marty's Pants, Joy Division, Misfits, Circle Jerks, Danzig, H.I.M., Violent Femmes, Butthole Surfers, Pixies, Social Distortion, Disturbed, White Zombie, Minutemen, Sublime, Alice in Chains, Muse, Godsmack, Enigma, Sarah McLachlan, Pearl Jam, Cure, Bowie, Iggy Pop, Rage Against the Machine, Avenged Sevenfold, Pantera, Napalm Death, Puddle of Mudd, the Heck, Used, Jewel, U2, Johnny Cash, Yngwie, Accused, Billie Holliday, Within Temptation, Imogen Heap, Fiona Apple, Aeone, Alkoline Trio, Tori Amos, James Blunt, Bjork, Bush, White Stripes, Blink 182, Blind Melon, Foo Fighters, Janis Joplin, Weezer, Ben Folds Five, Skinny Puppy, Natalie Imbruglia, New Order, GooGoo Dolls, Green Day, Smashing Pumpkins, Type O Negative, Theatre of Tragedy, Three Doors Down, Rancid, Nickelback, Motorhead, Bob Marley, R.E.M., Pink Floyd, Vanessa Carlton, System of a Down, Radiohead, Soundgarden, Clash, Beastie Boys, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Santana, Meshuggah, Cramps, Linkin Park, Jimmy Hendrix, Lacuna Coil, Dio, Doors, Aerosmith, Led Zep, Black Sabbath, Mudvayne, Limp Bizkit, Lifehouse, Incubus, Coldplay, Creed, Vivaldi, Beethoven, Mozart, George Winston, Chopin, Stravinsky, anything and everything that's frenetic and heavy, soulful, makes you want to dance, cry, sing, twirl, hurl, rock out, fly, pretty much whatever appeals to me at the moment...

Movies:

The Notebook, Kill Bill's, Immortal Beloved, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Gladiator, TROY, Chocolat, you get the idea...

Television:

I don't watch t.v., but when I do it's either involving history, education, forensics, wildlife, biology, science or music and the angst behind it.

Books:



Modern Man in Search of a Soul, C.G. Jung, The Chronicles of Amber, Roger Zelazny, Metaphysics, Kama Sutra, Quantum Theory/Physics, Einstein's Mirror, Physiology, Psychology, Tantra, Story of O, Exit to Eden, Anne Rampling, Rice; Carlos Castaneda (I have them all), Shakespeare, Sylvia Plath, King; Poe, Koontz; runs the gamut, I'm a voracious reader and I have a yen for the classics, Uncle X, horror, suspense, mystery, right now I'm reading Kings and Queens of England and Scotland by Plantagenet Somerset Fry, then I'm on to Goddesses, Whores, Wives, and Slaves by Sarah Pomeroy, *grins*.

Heroes:

My Mom, kids, Carl Jung, Gandhi, Mandela

My Blog

la familia

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Posted by ~Aimee~ on Wed, 16 May 2007 11:28:00 PST

Joy

JOY   Live in joy, In love, Even among those who hate.   Live in joy, In health, Even among the afflicted.   Live in joy, In peace, Even among the troubled.   Live in joy, Without...
Posted by ~Aimee~ on Thu, 25 May 2006 08:06:00 PST

Three Blue Tears

  Three Blue Tears   Whitewind of change open us wide black stone of sorrow carve us deep red flame of transformation is soothed when blue tears of compassion we weep air... earth... fire.....
Posted by ~Aimee~ on Sun, 07 May 2006 01:40:00 PST

"Can't See"

Lansdowne Can't See I've got an eye for trouble, An ear for the distant rumble Of rolling thunder, Oh you fall and then you crash. You tell me you've lost the meaning, Cut yourself just to see the bl...
Posted by ~Aimee~ on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 11:59:00 PST