I'm an artistic, young woman from a small town in WV but with big hopes and dreams. I'm quiet, shy and kind, gentle, honest and sensitive, emotional, not someone who is running over with self-confidence. I do not see myself the way other people see me. I have an unfortunate habit of being negative about myself too. I am not very social and I'm usually at home, getting online and/or talking to a friend on the phone. Most of my good friends live out of state so I am not hanging out with any of them on the weekends. I do not do the club scene or go to parties but I'm not a snob either. I am not putting myself up on a pedestal, I believe in the fact that you are drawn to who you are drawn to and you like what and who you like. A very good friend of mine calls me the Mystery Woman. There comes a time in a person's life when you know deep down inside you are different. You stand out from amongst the rest and my good friend that calls me the mystery woman definitely sees that in me even though I don't.I wasn't born with a silverspoon in my mouth and some things have not been easy for me. I am a loner in some ways and most of the time you will find me at home. I love to listen to music and watch t.v. or a movie. I love cats and I live with two very beautiful, long-haired female cats. They are very good company to me, I am the type of woman that is in love with love and romance. I believe that everybody has a soulmate out there somewhere in the world. I have come to the conclusion that for many years I feel as if I am endlessly waiting for something. Something wonderful and amazing to happen to me. I don't know what it is though but somehow I feel that it is what I have been wanting and dreaming of all of my life. I feel incomplete and unfulfilled and I don't know what it will take to finally achieve true happiness. I am single and not even dating so I guess that it is just not the right time in my life for me to enter into that stage yet.I believe in true love and I yearn for it with every fiber in my being. I write about it in my poetry and song-lyrics and also in my journals. I am fascinated with the "Bronte" sisters and I was watching a documentary about them last night. I can relate to them because they wrote the way they lived. They seem to have lived such melancholy lives and they wrote about love because they yearned for it with every fiber in their beings. They longed for it in their souls so much and the narrator used the exact same words that I have always thought to myself about hoping for true love. It was so uncanny, sometimes I think that I am maybe a distant descendant of the "Bronte" family or maybe I am a reincarnation of one of them. I really have never read any of their books but I have seen some of the film adaptations of them. I really love romance period piece movies, I could just fall right into the stories. I believe in right and wrong and having compassion for others. I believe in human and animal rights also. I believe that anything is possible in this day and age. I believe in magic and the impossible and I have been told by a lot of people and friends don't give up. Sometimes it is very hard to hold on to hope but I keep waiting so realistically speaking I have never given up.
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