God and Anger |
Sunday was a strange day for me. At church, we have been talking about worship and this week was about what can keep us from worship...the pastor seemed to be talking directly to me. "You can't worshi... Posted by on Wed, 22 Jul 2009 06:40:00 GMT |
i'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK |
Hey everyone, been a long time huh? Yeah its been a little more than a year since I've done anything with MySpace. Yeah, I know, Facebook is fun but its not the same thing, its not quite what I'm look... Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 12:39:00 GMT |
It’s over |
Well...it happened. Ryan moved out tonight. Yeah, I'm hurt, I'm pissed, I'm confused. I know what my parents must have felt like when they went through this...
Was it me? Did I not do something? Did I... Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 20:14:00 GMT |
for Josh |
You lift me up each dayEven though you've gone awayYour Spirit dances in my mindIn my heart, and in my soulThe life you lived, the love you leftThe one's you've touched, we won't forgetYou give us str... Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 20:50:00 GMT |
Joshs song |
They say you cant take it with you But I know they are wrongCause since you left us A part of our heart is goneGod's love is a power greater than death,Just like in the songs and stories toldBut when ... Posted by on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 19:01:00 GMT |
First and Last... |
The last to get to know you
The last to be your "parent"
The last family member to see you alive
The last words I said to you were "I love you Josh, have a good day"
The last words you said to me wer... Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 09:06:00 GMT |
with apologies to Springsteen |
Woke up this morning my heart was coldChecked on my sweet Kelly she ain't awakeThought about Josh and how he was boldIt's a sadness I just cant shake
We've gone thru some hard lessons latelyBut for so... Posted by on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 09:23:00 GMT |
OMG! |
Well today was my 40th birthday...and I just had a MAJOR revelation! I AM A BORING COUCH POTATO. Kelly had all these idea for a birthday party and all I did was shoot her down. When she asked me what ... Posted by on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 21:48:00 GMT |
Random Thoughts from a Wandering Mind |
1. I love Josh's friends, I really do...but its hard to see them moving on and doing things that Josh never got to experience. Brian, Calan and Lance are driving, Jen and Mezi have graduated, band tri... Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 08:59:00 GMT |
Battling the Darkness |
The battle rages deep within
I'm losing ground every minute
My mind says one thing
My heart says something completely different
I can feel the fury, the darkness clawing at me
I'm tired of the ... Posted by on Mon, 07 May 2007 19:28:00 GMT |