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About Me

I'm very quiet and shy until I really get to know you. So if I don't talk to you its not because I'm a snobby bitch, I just don't have much to say. I'm probably one of the easiest people to get along with though not many people understand my personality. I'm pretty weird and have an odd sense of humor which most people find either disturbing or morbid, thats just me. I love animals, they are the one true being on this earth that won't fuck you over and their love for you is truly unconditional. I had a lot of pets but now I just have my beautiful English Bulldog Chunk...he's my baby. I love my friends and family dearly. Don't have many friends as its hard for me to let people in but the few I do have I couldn't live without. I was engaged but am recently single, it was good while it lasted at least for me anyway. We have one of the coolest kids ever, he's my little punk rock monster and another on the way, he's due in December. I will be naming him Brayden and can't wait for him to finally get here. My nephew James means the world to me, I'd do anything for him in a second and I hope he knows it. I love music and trying to help out my local scene. I try not to be too picky about music because it all means something to someone rather you like it or not. Thats pretty much me in a nutshell only I'm not really in a nutshell right now but it'd be pretty fuckin badass if I was.....meet me, love me, get drunk with me....lets be friends and slide down rainbows and shit

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who supports their LOCAL SCENE and the Phelps Family and anyone else as fucking ignorant as them so I can do you a favor and put a fucking bullet through your head...FUCK THESE ASSHOLES
And this dreamboat

&This Kid

This makes my heart happy <3

My Blog

I'm Still Here Breathing Now...Until I'm Set Free

Isn't it funny how the little things in life that normally would excite you so much or stir up so much emotion mean nothing if you have no one to share them with anymore. That's how I feel, I feel lik...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Sep 2009 21:36:00 GMT

My Heart Is Dead, Its Way Past Beating

So I'm at my parents house again. Got kicked out of mine for the 2nd time, only this time it's not my fault. I am so full of emotion and confusion right now that I need to get it all out, I don't know...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Sep 2009 13:17:00 GMT

UPDATE:What Shall We Name Him

So it's a BOY! I really wanted a girl so I didn't have to do this all over again, but I'll take my boy and spoil the shit out of him and then in 4 years we will try for a last time for a girl....I'm g...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Aug 2009 07:26:00 GMT

I look so strong when the weight of all the world don't take its toll

So I still feel like shit. This fucking morning sickness needs to fucking take a hike cause I'm tired of it. I have it morning, noon, and night. I chew gum like a mad woman....I go through at least 10...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 20:33:00 GMT

I saved up all my sunshine, just to see you more clear

So it has been a while since I bloggedy blogged. I started college and it has been a whirlwind of anger and frustration....fun at times yes, but damn general ed. required classes! I am almost through ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 11:41:00 GMT

Winter

So I really hate September, I try to get through it as best I can, I hate it because this is the month you decided to leave....every time I hear this song, read these words, I feel the pain and b...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 02:49:00 GMT

You’re My Daydream, Does It Make You Homesick For Me?

So my life lately has consisted of being very stressed out wondering how I was going to pay for college....well I got a bigger pel grant than I thought I was originally gonna get and it actually pays ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 23:09:00 GMT

Drink Drink Drink

So Butcherpriest is playin the Exit Inn on my birthday so thats gonna be fuckin great...so is Radio Death Wave and The Creeping Cruds....I'm planning on buying some jager and some red bull and getting...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 16:22:00 GMT

My Birthday Wish List

So I haven't had access to internet or myspace in like a decade or more and its totally bummed me the fuck out dude...how the fuck can life go on without myspace....damn.  So I'm here at the wond...
Posted by on Sat, 17 May 2008 18:51:00 GMT

Lights out I’m not breathing, I can’t keep swimming, can’t keep my head up

So Emma is comming to visit next month.  I'm flippin ecstatic.....The Casualties are also playing that night so we're gonna have to work something out dude cause I really fucking can't miss these...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 18:58:00 GMT