Jesska mae =>
darling, you didnt crush me you completly destroyed me
this is gonna take awhile sometimes ii think im just like everyone else and i kind of am but than again im completly diffrent i can love and hate my life at times and there our many amazing people in my life i tried to tell myself that my heart broken and im fine for right now it kind of just sank in one day that this is how it has to be my life is to simple i need someone to make it more exciting i was in love with this kidd but now i think i hate him and he pretty much ruined my life my life was great till i met him it was more than great it was perfect i spend alot of my time listening to music and i can kind of get overobsessive with songs i like to talk on the phone my friends our a big deal in my life some friends our thee best others not to much i kind of dont know some of my friends like there not the same as when i met them ive lost so many people in my life and it hurts im pretty much nice unless unless u hurt me really bad i can only think of one person when i think of that i space out alot and its pretty hard to get my attention i get distracted when someone is talking to me and alot of people hate that school?? i hate my school school is pretty much a waste of time i kind of dont try at school never have and i dont plan to alot of people think im dumb but im not really that dumb LOL i know alot of stuff but why try huh. its just a complete waste of time i get sad so easliy i laught alot i love being scared i daydream alot cause i wanna leave theres nothing interesting about its pretty much boring it makes me so mad how ill go outside at like 9 30 and no ones whats up with that?? i do not like eating in front of people at all i hate bugs and i freak out if i see them im seriously afraid of death its my woart fear i cant stand the sight of blood if somethings hurt i cant go by it cause im afraid ill just make it woarse i love movies there my favorite scary movies are the best i love sad movies though and i do cry over them i love being alone to think when your left with only a bullet ill grab the trigger and ill promise to pull it idk what else if you want to know more
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