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Cheetos [oh snap]

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About Me


I'm not perfect. I will remember 'just one more thing' about three times on my way out....yes, every time. I unintentionally interrupt people during conversations. I get frustrated with numbers, stupid people, bad traffic, and my brother. I don't always hold up well under stress, so sometimes I do need help, sometimes just need a big hug and someone to remind me that it will be 'ok'....even if we both know it won't be--just knowing that I'm not alone in my problems. My friends, family and (when applicable) boyfriend do become a part of my identity--but my strongest sense of self comes from within. I am always trying to better myself, so if you knew me a year ago or a year from now the chances are very good that you know very different forms of myself. This confuses alot of people, but I am always the same person in spirit. I am most compassionate about causes that have effected me in my past such as child services, education, feeding the hungry, and I do support the adult freedoms of making your own decisions (to include the legalization or marajuana and suicide for the terminally ill). I have a very twisted sense of humor, and frequently have to censor myself in public....but that doesn't mean it always happens, infact I only truely censor myself around my grandmother. That's more out of respect than anything else. My life has been very generous to me, and I remain greatful to whatever powers that be. I have more experiences than some people more than twice my age, and theres still miles to go on these feet. Thank you to all of those that have helped me along this journey, even if you're no longer around. Sometimes, I guess you just can't handle this ride.

My Interests

I grow hydroponically as a hobby, but I don't grow what you would think and possibly hope. I love my material belongings, and would be upset if anything happened to any of it, but the only thing in my life I would be devistated without is my dog. Her name is Felony and she is a three year old black Labrador Retriver. She dances on the pole.

I'd like to meet:

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I am open to meeting new friends in the Tampa Bay area. Prefferably, I would like to meet someone with goals and a job. I don't tend to get along with people that are stuck in the same rut year in and year out, with no mobility in their existance. Also, I like to think that there are guys out there for me to meet that are strong enough in themselves to accept it if we wouldnt work out and respectful enough to let me know so we can both move on, but also strong enough in themselves and in their interpersonal skils to make a real go at it if we do 'match'. I am single, but I dont do random hookups, so if you are browsing myspace for pussy, keep looking. and if you are going to chat me up and hook up with my friends.....fuck off. I would rather be alone and happy than together and miserable. Besides, I need to be mentally stimulated before I can be emotionally stimulated. MOVE ALL HTML CODES (IMAGES/WIDGETS/SLIDESHOWS/VIDEOS) BELOW THIS CODE



Music:

I ride the longest of drives with only music as my passenger. As I drive through down town, speeding accross the expressway, Techno is my only bad influence. Approaching the exit for our entertainment district, I switch the tunes to inspire memories of crunk times with friends from my past. The clubs play what they play, ussually either rock or hip hop, and I dance to all of it. Off to the 24 hour starbucks for coffee and conversation, with the spice of music mixing with the aroma of coffee beans adding flavor to my night. The sun rises, and I find myself enjoying softer tunes to begin my day. The majority of my day I spend floating through my day with alternative rock as my lifelong friend, joined at the day. I will always be a rocker at heart. And no, that is not my typical day....Merely a brief antecdote to illustrate. I love music of all kinds. If you have something I haven't heard before, you are my new best friend (that is, until I find a new best friend).

Movies:

I love the 'mind-fuck' type of movie, think: Donnie Darko, Requiem for a Dream, Butterfly Effect.....Shame this type of movie is rather difficult to 'pull off'. If I had to choose a genre, however, I would choose comedy. Although I have seen 'bad' comedies, this seems to be the most 'forgiving' genre.

Television:

I love cartoons such as Drawn Together, Family Guy, Simpsons, and American Dad. I enjoy shows the likes of My Name Is Earl and Penn & Teller: Bullshit!. Most of my television time is spent on non-fictional programming. Think: National Geographic, Science Channel, Discovery, History, Travel and HGTV (mostly as background noise if nothing else is on, but I do like a few shows) I have not missed even one eppisode of Weeds, Entourage, Dexter, or Califiornication.

Books:

Anything by Morgan Llewellyn or Anne Rice. Woman was created as much superior to man as the name she has received is superior to his. For Adam means earth, but Eve is translated as life. And as far as life is to be ranked above earth, so far is woman to be ranked above man. (Henricus Cornelius Agrippa, Declamation on the Nobility and Preeminence of the Female Sex, 1529)

Heroes:

shame that im reminded why i wrote this on such a frequent basis. My heroes will be anyone who proves me wrong in this. I am cold and uncaring. intolerant and close minded. chances are if i know you, i hate you. and if i dont know you, i hate what you represent. the rare chances i open myself up, it burns me. so concider me Cauterized. there are a select few that are even close. if you think you could get close.... you wont. so stop trying. and yes, i am a bitch. *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** A brief Relationship Comparison: A young man has a close female friend. This means that she is probably interested in him, which is why she hangs around so much. and why she helps out so much. He claims he sees her strictly as a friend. This always starts out with, "you're a great girl, but I don't like you in that way." and then turns to, " maybe if things were differant. I just dont want to ruin the friendship and im not so good at that kind of thing. This is roughly the equivalent for the girl of going to a job interview and the company saying: "You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants. But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably a tramp. And if she doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you. ...But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired." (as written on marcus' myspace; edited by me.)

My Blog

dreams

Although I never completely buy into dream analysis, or any other metaphysical mumbo jumbo, I do find that some of it holds some water.  In the case of our dreams, they need to come from somewher...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Thu, 15 May 2008 07:37:00 PST

life lessons

http://dating.personals.yahoo.com/singles/relationships/1704 5/the-breakup-test-5-questions-to-ask-before-giving-em-the-b oot As I browse through for featured news articles, I came accross this article ...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Tue, 13 May 2008 06:25:00 PST

funny funny shit

teheasilyamused..:(11:51:28 AM): http://secure.condomania.com/images/trojanad_fingertip.jpg as if women didnt have enough things for stimulation teheasilyamused(11:51:35 AM): where's my sex ...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Sun, 11 May 2008 09:02:00 PST

a sad story with a happy moral

So last night, I had an epiphany of sorts.  And then when I watched my new movie this afternoon (bought it before the epiphany) it was as if life was holding me by the hand for just a moment to g...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Sun, 11 May 2008 05:32:00 PST

just another yesturday’s friendship

Most of the people in our past are passing memories....The hot guys I may have chatted with one night at some event that I never think of again....excluding, ofcourse the times I recall that night but...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Fri, 09 May 2008 09:24:00 PST

things ive learned

as much as these stressful times have been a burden they have been ablessing.... i have learned this much about myself   I know my own strengths and weaknesses. I can usually achieve my goals if ...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Wed, 07 May 2008 09:42:00 PST

another day in the life

so i recalculated my budget...yes again.    i cant decide which luxury i need to give up.    i love them all.   i got a few more job offers, but again they...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Tue, 06 May 2008 09:09:00 PST

i will not be held responsible for this weeks drunk dials

and that goes to everyone....i am not intending on drinking alot tonight because it is the last thing i need to do--get drunk and emotional when im already emotional.  if it were as simple as jus...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:26:00 PST

breaking up with weed?!

the past week has demanded alot from me. the roommates are moving out, the brian situation is either getting more serious (correction: more admittedly serious) or ending, cory got popped, and the pupp...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:05:00 PST

being thankful for the little things

so my birthday could have sucked less if the peeps that were actually going to come down didnt get called in.  but it could have been worse as well.  i am thankful for the little things that...
Posted by Cheetos [oh snap] on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 01:51:00 PST