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saman-thizzle :]

loving neither dreams nor reality.

About Me

Samantha Estep is the name.
I try my best to be friendly, I promise.
I'm sure that there's a side of me that not many people see.
I never know how to deal with my personal problems.
I may turn to you for help, but understand, I don't expect results.
My brother Thomas is my best friend and my hero.
I plan on staying single.
I looove this sight.
aim = sammyxhotpants
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
dashboardconfessional.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Noone.

My Blog

ugh.

so regionals got rained/lightninged out today.we finished field even finals and running semifinals before it started.we're doing finals for running on monday.i'm gonna try my best to get outta that 2 ...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Sat, 12 May 2007 03:35:00 PST

think.

"he's so sweet to you and you don't deserve it." a friend said that to me the other night.and since then it's pretty much all i've thought about.until i got home tonite, of course.like, i think about ...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 08:01:00 PST

here goes nothin.

so i guess it might be time for a mini update or something of the sort.i talked to ricky the other night for like 4 hours and it made me think.he's just 4 years older than me, yet he says things like:...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:59:00 PST

untitled.

i just have a feelingthat this moment will stand foreverand I just got the feelingthis is what we'll rememberwhen we're old and greyand when we're wasting away   i don't know why i opened wi...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 03:05:00 PST

what's up wicha?

so i pretty much freaking love a few people.and they know exactly who they are.and they make my life worth while.probably just because all the laughs though.the show the other night was wonderful.and ...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:28:00 PST

yes, i'm copying gabby and cricket. only because i love them though.

Okay, it's time to guess who you are and what I think about you. 1. I've only known you since May and our first impressions of each other weren't too wonderful, but through these months we've gotten c...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 05:16:00 PST

ahh.

So me and Chris broke up.I'm not sure if it was for the best.I guess we'll never know.And I saw Justin and Stephen.That made me happy.Needless to say....
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:16:00 PST

Can you say gay?

  So I'm failing AP Biology and it sucks.Luckily, Mr. McLean is nice and willing to work with me and help me.And Mrs. Schronce is willing to let me turn my journals in Monday.I realized tha...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 03:11:00 PST

life is at it's best.

Well it seems that life can't get any better now.I'm so happy for Sally and David.They are great and yeah.But I'm even happier for myself.I have a new amazing boyfriend.[Christopher Scott Pittman.]He ...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 03:27:00 PST

Today.

Today is going to be absolutely great..I know it.Coach is off or something, because he cancelled practice.Me and my best [Haliegh] are going to Zander's after 3rd with some pretty cool people [Ni...
Posted by saman-thizzle :] on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 04:01:00 PST