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About Me

All you need to know about me is that: I'm a bitch I'm boring I laugh by myself I love socks I love boots I love Ryo of girugamesh I love girugamesh I love sappy love songs that make you cry and make you wish you could stab a pillow till you feel better I love writing depressing stories I love reading depressing stories I love reading and writing about suicide, mutilation, crying, dying, forgetting, and all that stuff too I love hearing myself talk in Japanese cause its hilarious. I will get better I love writing in Japanese. I love entertaining myself..... and if you know what i mean, than a big thumbs up to you! I love my family. I love Jesus I love myself even if i don't seem like it. I love scars. Something truly beautiful about them that i can never describe I love reading old letters, old stories, old journals. I love looking at Pictures I love taking pictures, too bad no one likes to take pictures and when they do, i'm not in the mood to take pictures. I love working out and sweating like a pig. it feels like you've accomplished something I love failing, falling, and then getting back up. That's the fun part, right?!?! I love drawing, i just wished i was better at it. (they say i'm good at anime/cartoon drawings, but charcoal is my fave to use and i suck at it) I love drums and drummers. i have no rhythm in my arms so being able to drum would be awesome!

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet most people. I wont' say "open minded" people cause that's a fake. I like to meet all kinds of people, just as long as you understand that we are different and you can deal with it. This man is fucking sexy. i'd marry him... or just be his loyal follower all of my days.... MIYA OF MUCC. the man is AMAZING!!!

My Blog

Someday I'll suffocate ........ mucc

  this was the song that hit me hard. Harder than i thought it would. I remember listening to this w/o knowing what it was saying, than one day i stumbled upon the translation, and it hit...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Jul 2009 23:33:00 GMT

You're still my number one .... Vegeta

I've been missing Dragon Ball Z like crazy so i started looking up DBZ stuff. Everytime someone mentions DBZ or you know, gives me a nudge about them, i fall back into reminiscing and fall back in lov...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Jul 2009 01:18:00 GMT

"Drinkin' and Dreamin'"

Its easy to be forgottenYou don't even have to tryYou can pretend you don't existFade away from those you love and  those you knowForget yourself and watch yourself disappearLook at your reflection an...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Jul 2009 20:10:00 GMT

"peony in Love" by lisa see

"The trees are bareIn the distance, the honks of mourning geeseIf only my tears of blood could dye red the blossoms of the plum tree.But i will never make it to spring.My heart is empty and my life ha...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jun 2009 22:42:00 GMT

"in the bed" ..... *giggles uncontrollably

http://www.nipponproject.com/en/article.php?article=61there' s a link to a girugamesh interview from the time when they were at sakura con. damn,i love these boys to death. srsly. they are funny and ad...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 23:36:00 GMT

Will i ever find love, my dreams, or anything?

So I cant seem to find my flash drive that held all my writings and stuff. Shizzer balls of steel. Just then, when school gets out and I have this uncontrollable urge to write, I cant find that stup...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 20:58:00 GMT

You're a song, written by the hands of God

Nothing to do with any particular guy here so..... i'm just using that for the hell of it cause i'm listening to that song right now. I just thought i'd write something really quick here on myspezz. W...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 18:14:00 GMT

In with the new, out with the old

Happy New years to one and all. I just remembered that the other side of the world in a sense is earlier than us so they were in the future before our present even came to past. The old year (2008) ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 18:21:00 GMT

What’s the worst things?

There are worst things than this but at the moment this is something that i find the most aggravating. First- when people talk to me, i actaully listen to them. I genuinely listen to what they say! W...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 05:35:00 GMT

so i hear sleigh bells in the snow

I hear its going to snow, all through next friday. I know snow is good for us and what not, but i hate driving in the damn snow. There are people behind you that tail gate you as if to say "The snow i...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Dec 2008 07:01:00 GMT