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Black Heart, Burning Green ©

I Want to Believe, that The Truth Is Out There.

About Me

Theres not much to know about me cause I ain't a very exciting person, but if you really must know I'm a funny caring guy who loves music, hanging out with friends, and watching x files/collecting all the seasons..lol. I used to feel like theres not much in life, but I keep living hoping that someday I'll find something to make it all worth it. I've been working on making it all better though, just living day by day, and pushing the worries away. I continue to deal with stressful situations, but I've learned to handle them better, and just stay calm, and be happy. I don't do drugs, I don't really get out much, yet I don't like just sitting around doing nothing..lol. I have a solo gig, which I play guitar, and let out most of my feelings, and aggression out through.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Chris
Birthday: February, 20, 1986
Birthplace: Flint
Current Location: Davison
Eye Color: blueish-green
Hair Color: Black(dyed)
Height: 5'10"
Right Handed or Left Handed: left hand
Your Heritage: heinz 57 most proud of the polish though
The Shoes You Wore Today: some totally awesome water proof boots!!
Your Weakness: people that care for me
Your Fears: loving people that don't love me
Your Perfect Pizza: bacon, pepperoni, onions, extra cheese, and stuffed crust
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: begin the rockstar journey, and try to be positive
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: should I still be tired?, maybe I'm sick
Your Best Physical Feature: ym sweet side burns!!
Your Bedtime: whenever i pass out(accidentally usually)
Your Most Missed Memory: spending time with my grandpa
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi, duh!!
MacDonalds or Burger King: I actually prefer taco bell, or subway, but i guess mc-e-dee's
Single or Group Dates: usually single, unless i'm nervous then doubles are better.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton, however green tea is the best!!.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla, im allergict to choc-o-late
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: nope thats for losers
Do you Swear: yes you caught me im bad at that
Do you Sing: I love to sing. ecspecially when i'm in love, or horny..lol
Do you Shower Daily: duh, this is america home of the clean, and shaved..lol
Have you Been in Love: once upon a time i loved someone, and found love is a lie.
Do you want to go to College: yes i dew..lol
Do you want to get Married: i don't beleive in marriage because no one keeps their marriages anymore, and i want something forever.
Do you belive in yourself: not really, but i'd defend myself til the end.
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: maybe to someone who is blind, and sympathetic.
Are you a Health Freak: yes, ex-specially my teeth. :D
Do you get along with your Parents: my mom, but i'm getting closer with my dad.
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes, and the weather right before the storm.
Do you play an Instrument: guitar, and my famous box drums!!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: well..i can't remember if i have or not.
In the past month have you Smoked: no, but i inhaled oxygen!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes and i call it....rock'n'roll
In the past month have you gone on a Date: well i took flowers to someone at taco bell so it was kinda like a date : )
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nopers
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: yep, just graduated.
In the past month have you been Dumped: hey now, i do the dumping. but i've been single forever.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, but my friend mike has...lol
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes i stole a couple wins two weeks in a row!!
Ever been Drunk: too many times to count, but ask me the stories cause their funny!!..lol
Ever been called a Tease: not that i can recall, but i am hard to get.
Ever been Beaten up: no.
Ever Shoplifted: when i was 6...a bart simpson key ring.
How do you want to Die: i won't talk about that right now, ask me when i'm drunk.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: duh, a grown up, and a rockstar
What country would you most like to Visit: either Portugal, or Isreal.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown, or blue
Favourite Hair Color: black, but i'm open to any.
Short or Long Hair: doesn't matter
Height: shorter than me
Weight: just right.
Best Clothing Style: the punkish goth look.
Number of Drugs I have taken: well i've only played two concerts!!
Number of CDs I own: 774526485735247, i think?
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Type O Negative, Nelly Furtado, sarah roemer, David Duchovny, Jillian Anderson, and a beautiful girl that will be completely honest and faithful,and will give me back massage's, and always try to make me happy, and won't care what I do and just be there for me every step of the way, and I've finally found that women of my dreams. :)Tourettes guy-bird in the housetouretts guy-colonel cluster fuckTourettes guy-chewbaccatourettes guy- best of part1

My Blog

new inspiration

So I planned on taking a big break off of making albums, but I just don't think thats going to happen for that long...lol. However I don't really know what to write about. I think my next album is goi...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 20:54:00 GMT

My Love for you

I'm sorry that I drink, and sorry when I swear.I'm sorry that I think, and sorry that I care.I'm sorry that I don't work, and sorry I seem lazy.I'm sorry if at times I seem like a jerk, and sorry if I...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 13:32:00 GMT

new song.

Everyone wants to be loved, and just when I thought I was the only one, that would never ever feel that way, now all I want you to do is stay(with me.)Now I'm singing this song, to fix all the wrongs(...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 11:05:00 GMT

Feelings and thoughts.

Well I'm just sitting here bored, and thinking of things. I'm happy cause my new album is going to be out soon. The people that have been staying with me for the past 6 months of hell are finally gone...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 18:21:00 GMT

Kill Me Slowly. from the Album: -The Pain In Life- song released Dec, 1, 03

I don't care, cause you never cared, so why are we standing here?. I don't understand, how this began, how easily I can be hurt like that........So take my heart away, to that special place, where I w...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 20:30:00 GMT

I Still Live In Regret. from the album -notebook of life-. song released sept,1,02

I still remember it like yesterday. You getting sick that one day. Started spending more time with my parents. Then the news of you in the hospital. Found out that you had lung cancer. They waited too...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 20:14:00 GMT

Congradulations Seniors of 2006!!!!!!

Hello there fellow Seniors,  Well this sure has been one crazy year, along with all the many years that have quickly led up to where we are now. Just remember that all the memories are only but a...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 20:23:00 GMT