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Marie

You don't know where you came from or where you're going, do you? But you live with it just the same

About Me

I'm gay, but the voices in my head are not... "Though no one can go backward and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending."

My Interests

It is "like a jigsaw piece that won't fit into the puzzle anywhere. You worry it and worry it, you turn it this way and that, try it everywhere, and one day you turn it over and see the back is red and all the backs of all the pieces in your puzzle are green."

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who would like to meet me.

Music:

Anything I can sing to. Hell, even the shit I can't sing to. As long as its not gospel, I am a happy person.

Movies:

Clue and the PIRATES!!!!!!!!!

Television:

The Family Guy, Law and Order, The Simple Life(sad but true), and What NOT To Wear.(How sad in that last one huh?)

Books:

I love to read! My favorite authors are Erica Spindler, Steven King, and Dan Brown. But I read anything really. Favorite genre is true crime. Favorite book of all time is All Quiet on the Western Front. Oh yeah, and my Aunt Mary is an author. Been on the bestseller list a bunch of times. I don't really like her books, but I read them so that I can find out about the family.

Heroes:

This might make me an arrogant prick, but I am my own hero, for reasons that make sense only to me.

My Blog

Lessons Learned

"Lessons Learned" By Carrie Underwood There's some things that I regret,Some words I wish had gone unsaid,Some starts,That had some bitter endings,Been some bad times I've been through,Damage I cannot...
Posted by Marie on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:56:00 PST

What I miss most about the life I had before . . .

Ashleys' Pasta Salad Robs' Football Games Johns' Obsession with Elmo Cheryls' Fried Egg Whites Jamies' Laugh Gregs' Car Bombs Jims' Poker Nights Waynes' Curiosity Lorettas' "Cake and Coffee" Shelleys'...
Posted by Marie on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 04:27:00 PST

A While...

So it's been a long while since I have been on MySpace , let alone have had internet access. A friend is letting me use her comp ,  so I can check up on some old buisness that I left behind. I do...
Posted by Marie on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 08:06:00 PST

"Shrug"

Thoughts and imagesColliding and crashing In my head.Visions and noisesScreaming and flashingIn my head.Faces and namesBluring and fadingIn my head.Fears and inhibitionsHiding and runningIn my head.Ov...
Posted by Marie on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 05:07:00 PST

Love...

Have you even been able to open your mind and let what you really think come out? Or do manners and society make your thoughts go through a process where in the end, after passing your thoughts and fe...
Posted by Marie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Well...

Have you ever been so overwhelmed with emotions that you felt like your whole essence was just seeping out of your pores...So overun with feelings that you force a smile just so that you won't cry. ...
Posted by Marie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

*sigh*

I hide them well My emotions My tears I keep them locked My desires My fears I live for tomorrow But today I'm still wanting Yesterday I feel nothing I need nothing I AM nothing So what a...
Posted by Marie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Grrrr....

I sit here, Day by day, Alone with my thoughts. I watch those who pass me, Expressions on their faces I can't seem to understand. I sit here. Wondering how, Wondering why, These things I ...
Posted by Marie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Somewhere

Entranced by the lights Of a sleeping city Drawn by a voice That calls only to me Hear it Screaming in the night Understand it And its need to be heard That voice Screaming for someone t...
Posted by Marie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Another Day....

So have you ever had someone tell you somthing about yourself that you didn't want to hear? Espicially from them? Something that doesn't upset you per say, but is something that you don't don't expect...
Posted by Marie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST