This year has been rather eventful. Full of the highest of the high's and the lowest of the low's. Quite the emotional roller coaster. Feelings I've never felt. Actions I would've never dreamed of. Some things I'm proud of, others I am NOT. I'm often reminded of the Butterfly Effect. It's easy to sit around and ask why? What if? I wish that would've been like this... But then you have to sit back and understand... If that didn't happen then this wouldn't have happened. Even though that was a horrible thing you learned this from it. THIS has made you better than THAT!! With THIS knowledge you can shine your brightest!! Only take the good and discard the bad. Always find the positive... once YOU find it, it will follow you! I'm not claiming that I'm all bouncy and cheery all the time. I certainly have my moments...but instead of succumbing to those negative thoughts I remind myself of only positive thoughts. It seems to be working. I don't think I've ever felt so internally peaceful.Slowly but surely the 'S' is returning to my chest. :)I'm pretty easy going. I have a wide range of interests from a knack for scrapbooking to a LOVE of motorcycles and a million things in between. With the exception of food, I'll try just about anything once! I drive fast. I love speed. I can't wait for the day when I'm on my own bike. I dream of it in full detail with it's design that is simply BrookAlicous...with some inspiration of course. ;) I LOVE children...especially mine! :) Gabrielle will be 11 soon and Damien II is 9. I'd love to have 2 more some day... if it's meant to be it will be. My kids are like the coolest people I've ever met. Seriously, they're awesome! I mean..they ARE kids..they fight with eachother, make a mess everywhere, sometimes don't listen and chew with their mouthes open...but they really do rock! They crack me up. Day is such a lover. His feelings are sensitive and he's got this enormous heart. If I'm ever in need of lovin', he's my man! He's super hyper and comes up with some of the craziest things ever. Gab is a little different. She's loving..but ONLY to those she feels deserves it. She can rough house with the boys and look like a typical tomboy but she's a girlie girl at heart. In some ways she's still immature (just like Damien wants it) but in others she's way beyond her years. She surprises me with her 'advice'. I have to admit it's a lil scary at times! They are what keep me going every morning...even if sometimes that may be insane! LOL Welcome to parenthood!! :)
I come from a large family. Unfortunately they're all in Ohio. I miss them SO much. It'd be fabulous if at least one of them (luckily they all come with bonuses!) would join me in this humid heaven! :) I'm not expecting that to happen anytime soon so it looks like a visit home is order! Yaaay!
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